Comments | kourm: Just once, SHUT UP!

kourm

Just once, SHUT UP!

Jan 20, 2005 18:50

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anonymous January 21 2005, 03:25:44 UTC

Aww. I'm really sorry you had a bad day. Sounds like someone has been bitching about their life to you a little too much, eh? Oh well, we all do that sometimes. That is still the most awsome country song ever! Yay Toby Keith! Feel better.

little_raziel17 January 21 2005, 03:52:04 UTC

Feel better. Think about Rhode Island...

kourm January 21 2005, 05:28:23 UTC

I'm thinking, and I'm thinking hard. I want to set an actual date, buy my plane ticket already. No money, though, and mom's not going to pay for me to get out there, or let me take much of anything with except clothes. So...no computer, unless I get a laptop *crosses fingers*, and no books....That's sad....very very sad...no dragons...but Elan said she'd mail them to me ^_^ Which is nice. I need a freaking job! I'm ready to drop outta high school, get my GED and just move there right now to get a job there!

As bad as this sounds, I want to leave tomorrow, with no goodbyes, just...gone. I've always hated goodbyes. I'd rather call and say I'm there, then call and say I'm going. Y'know? Leave without anyone knowing until I get there. No tears, no sappy last minute sayings, just...escape. Forever, utter, entire escape.

little_raziel17 January 21 2005, 07:07:20 UTC

True. But then some of your friends will feel betrayed. That you could not trust them enough to tell them you're leaving.

Stay in high school. Enjoy the walk across that stage to get your diploma, blowing out your candle amongst drama friends. You'll remember it forever. Rhode Island, though beautiful escapism, will not fall off the map any time soon. Patience. You'll be free soon enough...

kourm January 21 2005, 23:30:33 UTC

It's so hard to wait...so very very hard...