1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Yay! So yeah..I'm going to Rhode Island in two days! I'm sooooo excited! I get to spend time with Aunt Brenda too!! EEEEEE!! Its gonna be a blast!!!! ^_^!! I'm soooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!! Josh, omg!, he got me the PRETTIEST dolls from the antique store!! EEE!! I told him not to get them for me, but he did. I feel all bad cuz I've nothing to give ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO RHODE ISLAND!!!!! On Wednesday! YAY!! Can I fast forward to next week on Wed?? I gotta leave about two in the morning to get to the airport when I need to be (my plane leaves six thirty a.m.) I'm so excited! I get to spend fourth of July with Aunt Brenda in New York! It should be a blast ( Read more... )

I just want to say, that I don't want my old friends back. I haven't ignored them at all, I've just been trying to find a little bit of happiness, and if they can't understand that, fuck them. So, that's that. I would actually like to keep them as friends, but if all they're going to do is gossip about me, call me names, and think that I've been ( Read more... )

I hate myself, I hate my life, and I hate myself even more for those things. I feel so..isolated, alone, and just...shitty. I wish I could go back to the way things were a few summers ago, when I still had my old friends, Katie was still talking to me, and everything was okay. Sure, I just decided to try and kill myself every once in a while, but ( Read more... )

Even though no one's reading this, here's my current mood by colorgenics ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been keeping my really long post up seeing if anyone would read and reply to it. No one did, so I gave up in thinking that anyone's taking their time to read this. Oh vell, such is life ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling that you're too untrusting to be able to be truly happy in life? Ever feel like you've living such a pretend life through role playing, that you've lost your sense of self? And yet...it all seems so...well, such a lie ( Read more... )

I might ask some one else out, but I dunno if I'm ready for a relationship yet....urgh....I wish I could have a heart to heart conversation with my...well, heart.

Emotional State-Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace ( Read more... )