Jealousy Triggers
Title: Jealousy Triggers
Author: KoyaShige90
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairing: RyOhkura
Rating: NC-17
Words: 4740
And NO I don't own anything... except from the plot.
Summary: Ohkura is jealous, Ryo kisses everyone else and it leads to 'something'.
Ohkura hated it when Ryo flirted and hit on everything that moved, anyone seemed good enough. He scattered kisses and touches around himself as if it was candy at Halloween and if you didn't treat him you had trick to look forward too.
It was hard to watch it when Ryo shamelessly threw himself over first available other human being. The reason behind Ohkura's dislike didn't lie in that he thought it was play-boyish, irresponsible, not to mention extremely risky when regarding their occupation. Of course there was that too, but it wasn't the most prominent reason. No, no matter what he tried to tell himself and others, the worst thing for him was the jealousy he felt every time he had to witness it, which was far too often. It would be hard for anyone in love to watch their love interest treating everyone around him as his personal toys and comforters. But when you didn't have the guts to confess, Ohkura supposed that was the price you had to pay. That didn't make it any easier though.
Constantly the other man's habit would show itself; when he was happy, when he was tired, when he was bored, when he was plain horny etc. The only time Ryo wouldn't retort to touching and cuddling for comfort was when he was actually feeling down, in which case he acted the complete opposite way, hiding away alone, keeping at least a distance of three meters from everyone else, looking distracted and keeping silent, being totally wrapped up in a world he never let anyone else approach.
The previous day had been one of those days when Ryo closed himself off from his surroundings and as Ohkura waited for the guitarist to arrive to Kanjani's dance rehearsal he couldn't help but worry, Ryo had looked really down last night when he was dropped off by their manager.
When Ryo practically skipped inside the changing room not five minutes later, Ohkura wasn't sure what to think. As soon as the seemingly perfectly happy man entered the room he made a loud call of 'Good morning' to Maru, Hina, and Ohkura which was those who were already there. He then proceeded to skip down to his locker and started to get changed. It was hard to believe that yesterday had even happened and Ohkura slowly returned to his own preparations after getting out of the slight shock. Just as he turned his eyes away from Ryo and in stead focused on finding a braid to use so he could get his hair out of the way, said person latched himself onto him from behind, cooing in his ear with a sweet voice. “Tacchon~”
“Hi Ryo-chan.” Though the action had surprised him it was nothing unusual with the contact, what was slightly odd on the other hand was the tone in Ryo's voice and that he used one of Ohkura's cuter nicknames rather than one of his usual, in normal cases insulting but in their case loving, names. He supposed Ryo was just in that kind of mood today. Without bothering about the other's body being pressed so close he continued his search, though his movements was somewhat restrained now since Ryo's arms was around him, limiting the ability to use his own.
Then Ryo let go and stretched out his arm in front of Ohkura, holding something small in it. It was the very much wanted braid and he took it from Ryo thanking him as he wondered how Ryo had gotten hold of it in the first place.
“Let's hang out after work today, it's been so long since just the two of us did something.”
He ran his fingers through his hair before putting it up in a palm-like way as he thought about the offer. It was true that they hadn't had much time to hang out lately, and now they were finally both free over the weekend. He missed Ryo and decided that there really wasn't much to think about, he could rest any other day.
“Sure, I'm free. What did you have in mind?” A quiet night home with a movie and beer was obviously too much to hope for because Ryo seemed to have grand plans for a night out, jumping between clubs and bars. Ohkura shrugged, not really up for it, but he had agreed and if that was what Ryo wanted to do, he had no intention to start arguing about it. “Okay, sounds good.”
“Great!” And just as suddenly as he had appeared Ryo was gone. Ohkura smiled to himself and tightening the braid before leaving for the dance hall as well.
* * *
Later that night after getting dragged to three different dance clubs by Ryo, seeing the other man flirt around with both other men and females for a few hours, they had finally ended up in a quiet but friendly looking bar. It was the kind of place where you got the feeling that all the costumers were regulars since years back and knew everyone inside and called each other by their first name. Well, himself and Ryo being the exception on this particular night. Or that was what Ohkura thought until the bartender and a already four clubs of drinks worth drunken Ryo started up a conversation, catching up to what the other had been doing during the week.
Apparently Ryo was one of the inveterate regulars as well, now talking rapidly about any special 'happenings' that might have occurred since Ryo's latest visit. This went on for a fair amount of time and Ohkura just sat there on the seat beside his friend taking a occasional zip from his beer.
He was just sitting there in his own thoughts as the bartender, whose name seemed to be Hiroshi-san, turned is attention towards him in stead; ogling him looking quite amused, before he reached out his hand in greeting. “This is the first time Ryo-chan's come here with company. You must be rather special.”
He could feel his cheeks heat up by the comment as he watched Ryo swat the hand away before Ohkura had a chance to take it, and decided to take a large chug out of his beer to hide his face away.
“Yeah, this is Ohkura. He's... ” a hiccup “... my friend.” Ryo put an arm over his shoulder and Hiroshi-san quirked his eyebrow giving them a knowing look which made Ohkura feel like the man behind the bar had gotten it all very, very wrong.
“We work together.” He felt the need to say, trying to explain something that shouldn't be needed to be explained, not managing to look quite so unaffected about the whole thing as he had wanted to while he struggled to untangle himself from Ryo's grip.
Hiroshi-san just laughed, which for some unknown reason made Ryo laugh too and from then on it was back to the other two babbling away, but this time Ohkura had no chance to simply sit there and wait for his friend to decide that it was time to go home as he had done earlier, because Ryo wasn't letting his shoulder go. So he sat there hunching down being nerve wrackingly close to Ryo, feeling pretty uncomfortable for who knows how many minutes before the bartender took pity on him.
“Ne, Ryo-chan. Maybe it's time for you two to go home now.” The bartender winked suggestively not at all trying to hide the gesture from Ohkura. Suddenly he wasn't so happy over being rescued anymore as once again embarrassment spread through him, painting his cheeks. He wished he could just melt through the floor... But at least Ryo let go of him so he could stretch out his bent body.
“Hm, may... be...” Before Ryo had a chance to actually speak his mind, the older man wobbled dangerously and his head fell to rest on the bar. Now when he didn't have Ohkura as a support anymore his balance was clearly lacking and by the time Ohkura had a chance to react and stretch out his hand to hold Ryo in place, the older man was already drifting off to sleep.
He sighed and shifted Ryo as he got up from his seat, patting the smaller man softly on his shoulder to make the other come back to something similar to a conscious state. “Ne, Ryo-ch-”
He threw a glance at the bartender who was watching him with amusement. “...Eh, Ryo. Come on, let's go.”
His watch showed that it was late. They had been out much longer than anticipated and Ohkura almost felt stupid for coming along to begin with. He put money on the bar disk and then he lifted his friend up carefully, he had decided to piggyback him home since that would be a lot quicker than trying to get him to walk on his own feet. Thankfully his band mate didn't weigh much and the apartment wasn't very far anyway.
“It was nice to meet you Ohkura-kun, take good care of Ryo-chan.” He wasn't sure if the man behind the bar was referring to simply taking Ryo home safely or if it possibly meant something else, thinking about how the evening had been he suspected the latter, trying to ignore the underlying message as he waved goodbye and practically ran out into the chilled night air with Ryo sleeping softly on his back.
For a few minutes he walked in silence, feeling oddly content with Ryo's even breaths warming his neck while a cooling breeze calmed him comfortingly. The moon gave off a soft light and the whole situation felt somewhat like a scene taken from a drama.
Not short there after Ohkura stood outside the apartment complex, leaving one of Ryo's legs hanging for a few seconds as he needed one arm to open the door. This made the older man stir in his slumber and Ohkura could feel Ryo's hold tighten around his shoulders. “Mmm... Ohkura..?”
“Hm?” He noticed how the other man nuzzled closer to his neck and a shiver ran through his body as he began to climb the stairs. When he was halfway up the third and last flight of stairs Ryo talked again, clear and awake enough for Ohkura to be surprised. “Tacchon... We've never kissed.”
For a second he froze, not sure of what to say. It was a statement, so it shouldn't require much of an answer. He settled for as few words as possible. “I know.”
“I've kissed almost everyone, but never you.” After that the other man went quiet again, leaving Ohkura with a lump in his throat.
“Believe me Ryo, I know.” He almost laughed, but his mouth was too dry. He could feel his heart beat getting louder and faster and he wondered if Ryo could feel it too.
Was that it? Was he Ryo's new quest for tonight... That couldn't possible be it, could it? Sure the tension between them had gotten a little weird at times during the night, but that didn't indicate anything, it couldn't.
In a few minutes he was unlocking and entering Ryo's small home. He had been there many times before and didn't bother to turn on the lights, he could find his way around just as good without it and it meant lesser of a chance for Ryo to re-awake if it was dark. But this wasn't his lucky night, which was painfully obvious when the man on his back decided to wake up just outside the bedroom as Ohkura had pushed the door open, making it squeak.
“...Never you.” Ryo repeated his last sentence, taking off from exactly where he left.
“...” Ohkura didn't say anything this time, hoping the other man would just go back to sleep. As he lay Ryo carefully down on his bed the guitarist spoke again. “We're best friends and we've never kissed. Isn't that strange?”
“No, actually I think it is because we are so close that we've never kissed.” There was clearly no other way out of this than replying.
The lump in his throat was painfully swallowed down as he took the covers and put them over Ryo's body, hoping the warmth would lull the other asleep. He didn't dare undress him so Ryo would have to sleep in his clothes. The exception being his shoes and socks which was safe enough for Ohkura to pull off.
This wasn't good, Ryo was getting more and more awake for every second that passed and just as he was done with wrapping the smaller man up, said man opened his eyes to lock them with Ohkura's own pair. “What do you mean? We should at least try. Maybe-”
“No! I don't want that.” He really hadn't meant to be so loud, but this whole situation was getting to him. How could Ryo suggest something like that so easily, without any thought at all.
“Why? Do you think I'm that gross? Am I not-” It was true that his friend was drunk, but there was only so much Ohkura could take. Especially on a subject as sensitive as this one.
“Ryo... No. I don't want to be just anyone. You're drunk, you should sleep. Good nigh-” Suddenly Ryo had grabbed Ohkura's hand and pulled the drummer down, causing the younger man to land on top of Ryo who let out a loud 'oomph' at the heavy extra weight. They both just lie there, still, almost as if they are afraid to move. Without letting go of the other mans wrist Ryo is the first to break the heavy silence.
“Hey, I don't do it with anyone.” This is all it takes for the spell to burst and Ohkura manages to reclaim control of his body, lifting himself up and scooting over so that he no longer is on top of the other.
“I'm sorry to say this Ryo, but you practically kiss everyone coming your way. I mean, sure you do it with the members, but you even do it with the staff. Not to mention every other person you bump into whenever we go out to drink, just like earlier. I... I just don't want to be one of those people.” He can't believe he actually said it. It must be the alcohol finally getting to him or maybe it was the whole chump of everything that had happened today combined, maybe this new tension was pulling him over the edge, it didn't really matter, he doubted his friend would even remember anything the next day.
It came as a surprise for the drummer when Ryo's grip tightened and the other pulled himself up from his lying position, looking a whole lot more sober than he had in hours. “You'll never be just anyone.”
Ryo's voice was deathly serious and so was his eyes as he came gradually closer, leaning slowly towards him, eyes darting between Ohkura's own brown orbs and his mouth. He didn't know what to do and in his panic he froze, making it fairly easy for the smaller man to find and lock his own lips onto Ohkura's. His mouth was slightly open, still in a shocked expression as he could feel Ryo sucking and nibbling affectionately at his lower lip before the other pulled back to watch his reaction. When there were still none in sight Ryo took it as a chance to lean back in, this time letting his hand reach up to touch the younger man's cheek. The hand was incredibly soft and Ohkura couldn't help but lean into it.
“Tadayoshi.” Never had he heard Ryo speaking to him with such a voice. It was deep and almost raspy, making Ohkura anxious and at the same time it stirred something up inside of him.
Trapped beneath his friend Ohkura briefly wonders how he got there, he hadn't even noticed the other man moving, and yet now he was lying under him with his back pressed into the mattress. He tried to turn away, this leaving his neck more exposed, practically inviting Ryo to claim it. This was not happening his mind screamed as Ryo bent down to wet Ohkura's sensitive nape, kissing and licking his skin until it reddened.
His mind told him to stop, to push Ryo away, that this was wrong. Not now, not like this. This was not what he wanted, but his body betrayed him and he let out a first moan as Ryo bit down on his neck leaving a mark.
“Ryo...” The word 'stop' never managed to leave his tongue which was put to other use when the older man clashed their mouths together in a kiss filled with passion. It was too much and Ohkura's mind was too weak to refuse Ryo any longer and so he found himself kissing back. Sharing a proper kiss for the first time, exploring and tasting this new sensation that was them.
For each passing second the touches became more eager, more desperate. The kisses turned hotter and the passion Ryo showed was so overwhelming that Ohkura's mind went blank. Thoughts of tomorrow dispersed and all that was left was their bodies pressed together in Ryo's bed.
When clothes were tugged off and he found himself naked apart from his underwear that Ryo had yet to remove, reality came back to Ohkura. This was he and his best friend, who he loved, about to have sex. For years he had wanted this, but not like this. When morning came would Ryo remember? It was a well founded question, because seldom had Ohkura seen his friend drink as much as he had today. It was terrifying to think that when they awoke tomorrow the night would be gone for Ryo, hidden in a cloud of drunkenness.
What if they awoke and Ryo didn't remember? Or if he regretted it? There were so many things that could be ruined. A lifelong friendship stained by one night of foolishness.
But this was something that he had wanted for so long, and now when Ryo was here and he could feel him there was little he could do to contain himself, he was getting more and more aroused. A warm breath left tickling trails as Ryo traveled lower and lower leaving Ohkura panting in anticipation. It was the moment when Ryo nibbled on the hem of his boxers and rubbed his chin against his already hard flesh that Ohkura decided to hell with consequences. He would enjoy this night and see it as a chance, probably his only chance to be with the man he loved.
Now Ryo was finally gripping him, making him moan hard and buck up into the other man's smooth hand. He could do nothing as he lay there letting his friend touch and taste him, spreading the precum over his length. The feeling was overwhelming already and when he felt one of Ryo's fingers reach down between his legs and circle his hole his mind nearly exploded by the mere thought of having Ryo inside him. Then unexpectedly Ryo left his rear and came back up to give Ohkura a kiss.
“I'm sorry, but I don't have any lube.” It was the first whole sentence that had been uttered since their clothes was thrown in a pile on the floor and Ryo's voice sounded just as aroused as he himself felt. Ohkura was about to say something in response as Ryo put two of his fingers in the drummer's mouth, preventing him to talk. He sucked and licked on them, tasting something he realized must be traces of himself from when Ryo had stroked him earlier.
When the fingers left his mouth it was once again claimed by Ryo's lips and tongue and it was all Ohkura could think off until a wet finger was without mercy pushed inside of him He let out a strangled scream of pain, muffled by the other man's mouth.
It hurt and didn't feel good at all and he wondered if maybe he had been wrong to expect it to be pleasurable. For a while he struggled and twitched before Ryo whispered softly beside him. “Relax Tacchon. I don't want to hurt you.”
He hadn't expected it to hurt this much but he was far too gone to back out now and he took deep breathes to calm himself down, trying to do as Ryo said and relax. Soon enough the pain was replaced by pleasure and Ohkura found himself pushing back to make Ryo reach deeper. Then a second finger was added and Ryo moved them to stretch him. “R- Nhn- Ryo-”
A third finger. His body ached to be closer to Ryo. He'd had enough of waiting, needing to feel Ryo now he urged the other on. “Please...”
It was all Ryo needed and when the fingers left Ohkura he felt weirdly empty, but knowing what was coming next he couldn't help but spread his legs further apart to make himself more accessible. He was panting hard under Ryo and could feel the other move. He felt a hand brush away the sweaty hair that was glued to his forehead. He opened his eyes that he hadn't realized were closed and was met by Ryo's smile.
However he was given no warning and suddenly Ryo's member was pushing inside, with one single thrust before he stopped buried deep inside to wait for Ohkura to adjust to the pain. At first it had felt as if he would break in two, but Ryo stayed as still as possible leaving tender kissed on Ohkura's shoulder and neck and slowly he got used to the intrusion.
It was a whole new sensation for Ohkura when he felt how Ryo moved inside him, never had he suspected that being filled would be this good. Then one of Ryo's hands took a hold of his neglected manhood and started to stroke it in time with his pounding. Their bodies made slapping sounds as they slammed against each other and both men were panting hard, ever pant followed by moans of pleasure. With a steady pace they moved together and with his member being stimulated at the same as being filled for the first time was more than he could take and Ohkura could feel his gut clench as he neared orgasm.
With a few more stokes he came in the other's hand screaming his name so loud he feared the neighbors would hear it, never had he felt such bliss. The orgasm caused his muscles to tighten around Ryo and it was enough for the singer who let his semen fill Ohkura. Ryo pushed a few more times to completely empty himself before he pulled out and fell on top of Ohkura's chest.
The both lied there breathing hard, sticky with sweat and semen, neither of them having enough energy left to move. After a while Ryo moved slightly so he was lying beside Ohkura instead of directly on top of him, but still with his head resting on the younger man's chest. And like this with Ohkura's arm around Ryo they fell asleep, too spent to bother about cleaning themselves up or worrying about what tomorrow would bring.
* * *
The next morning came slowly waking Ohkura from his sleep with the early sun reaching him through the uncovered window. He opened his eyes feeling confused for a moment before he realized where he is.
When he look to his right and see Ryo lying there the memories of last night comes flooding back to him, making him jump back rather violently. As he does a sharp pain pass through his lower back and he flinches making a pained sound as he falls back onto the bed.
He swiftly turns his head towards Ryo who stirs at the rather loud sound of Ohkura's groan. He curse himself for waking the other up, having hoped that he would have been able to leave before Ryo woke up. In stead he just lies there still, not daring to move, watching as the other man wakes up. When a pair of brown eyes are directed towards him he sits up, turning his back to the other, not able to face him. It hurts just to sit up, it's a dull pain now but he ignores it. Ohkura does a new attempt to stand but once again gets a shot of pain through his whole body. He just wants to leave, hoping that Ryo won't hate him after this day. He curses his own body. “Damn it!”
Then he can feel Ryo move in the bed and he tenses, what should he do? What can he say that will make Ryo understand? He just want them to be able to stay friends. “What's wrong?”
When Ryo speaks he freezes. He can feel a salty taste in his mouth and realizes that he's crying. “I'm sorry...” Ohkura's voice is weak and he trembles as he speaks, it makes him feel pathetic. “...I-I didn't mean- It wasn't-”
Strong but slim arms are wrapped around him from behind and Ryo's voice is gentle when he speaks, almost pleading. “Stay.”
It takes a while before the word register in Ohkura's brain, then Ryo repeats it, even quieter but still clear for him to hear at this short distance. “Tadayoshi... Stay.”
He can't get forth a single sound and he can feel Ryo rest his head on his shoulder. They stay like that for a while, then he is gently turned around and a kiss is pressed to his forehead before the smaller man embraces him anew. “Stay with me. I'm not talking about only now. I love you. Stay and never leave...”
It is too much to take in and at first Ohkura believes he's dreaming. It has to be a dream he reasons, life can't possibly go this smooth. “...And you better stop crying or I'll have to make you stop.”
He let out a chuckle which feels rather odd, taking in regard that he is still crying. It seemed it really was Ryo holding him, no one else would try to hide their embarrassment with threats.
“I... I love you too.” The words leave his throat before he has a chance to think about it. They make Ryo loosen his grip and back off enough so that he can look Ohkura in the eyes. They are both smiling, if yet a little uncertainly, not really sure where this new road might lead.
“So I guess that means you're staying?” It's a mischievous grin that Ryo flashes him and Ohkura almost laugh at the gleam in the other man's eyes.
“You know, even if I wanted to go I don't think I could. You were kind of rough.” He gives Ryo a shy smile at the mention of the previous night's activities and the consequences. Ohkura supposed it wasn't that strange that he could barely move, especially considering it had been his first time.
“Oh... Well, I guess that was my unconscious back up plan in case you decided to flee before I woke up or something stupid like that...” This made Ohkura flush, indeed that would have happened if he'd been able to move freely.
“...And by the way. I do not flirt with everything that moves. But you always look so damn cute when you're jealous so I can't help myself when you're with me.” This make Ohkura astounded, turns out Ryo's annoying habit was all thanks to himself. Never would he have guessed it. When he recovers he lay back down on the bed, Ryo not far behind.
“Well, I can't help it if I don't like it.” Ohkura pouts and Ryo sniggers leaning down to nibble at Ohkura's ear.
“Don't worry, now when I have your attention I don't need others to keep it.” As Ryo leaves his ear and leans in for more kisses he can't help but think that the man is right. Now when he has him, Ohkura will never let Ryo go.
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Author: KoyaShige90
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairing: RyOhkura
Rating: NC-17
Words: 4740
And NO I don't own anything... except from the plot.
Summary: Ohkura is jealous, Ryo kisses everyone else and it leads to 'something'.
Ohkura hated it when Ryo flirted and hit on everything that moved, anyone seemed good enough. He scattered kisses and touches around himself as if it was candy at Halloween and if you didn't treat him you had trick to look forward too.
It was hard to watch it when Ryo shamelessly threw himself over first available other human being. The reason behind Ohkura's dislike didn't lie in that he thought it was play-boyish, irresponsible, not to mention extremely risky when regarding their occupation. Of course there was that too, but it wasn't the most prominent reason. No, no matter what he tried to tell himself and others, the worst thing for him was the jealousy he felt every time he had to witness it, which was far too often. It would be hard for anyone in love to watch their love interest treating everyone around him as his personal toys and comforters. But when you didn't have the guts to confess, Ohkura supposed that was the price you had to pay. That didn't make it any easier though.
Constantly the other man's habit would show itself; when he was happy, when he was tired, when he was bored, when he was plain horny etc. The only time Ryo wouldn't retort to touching and cuddling for comfort was when he was actually feeling down, in which case he acted the complete opposite way, hiding away alone, keeping at least a distance of three meters from everyone else, looking distracted and keeping silent, being totally wrapped up in a world he never let anyone else approach.
The previous day had been one of those days when Ryo closed himself off from his surroundings and as Ohkura waited for the guitarist to arrive to Kanjani's dance rehearsal he couldn't help but worry, Ryo had looked really down last night when he was dropped off by their manager.
When Ryo practically skipped inside the changing room not five minutes later, Ohkura wasn't sure what to think. As soon as the seemingly perfectly happy man entered the room he made a loud call of 'Good morning' to Maru, Hina, and Ohkura which was those who were already there. He then proceeded to skip down to his locker and started to get changed. It was hard to believe that yesterday had even happened and Ohkura slowly returned to his own preparations after getting out of the slight shock. Just as he turned his eyes away from Ryo and in stead focused on finding a braid to use so he could get his hair out of the way, said person latched himself onto him from behind, cooing in his ear with a sweet voice. “Tacchon~”
“Hi Ryo-chan.” Though the action had surprised him it was nothing unusual with the contact, what was slightly odd on the other hand was the tone in Ryo's voice and that he used one of Ohkura's cuter nicknames rather than one of his usual, in normal cases insulting but in their case loving, names. He supposed Ryo was just in that kind of mood today. Without bothering about the other's body being pressed so close he continued his search, though his movements was somewhat restrained now since Ryo's arms was around him, limiting the ability to use his own.
Then Ryo let go and stretched out his arm in front of Ohkura, holding something small in it. It was the very much wanted braid and he took it from Ryo thanking him as he wondered how Ryo had gotten hold of it in the first place.
“Let's hang out after work today, it's been so long since just the two of us did something.”
He ran his fingers through his hair before putting it up in a palm-like way as he thought about the offer. It was true that they hadn't had much time to hang out lately, and now they were finally both free over the weekend. He missed Ryo and decided that there really wasn't much to think about, he could rest any other day.
“Sure, I'm free. What did you have in mind?” A quiet night home with a movie and beer was obviously too much to hope for because Ryo seemed to have grand plans for a night out, jumping between clubs and bars. Ohkura shrugged, not really up for it, but he had agreed and if that was what Ryo wanted to do, he had no intention to start arguing about it. “Okay, sounds good.”
“Great!” And just as suddenly as he had appeared Ryo was gone. Ohkura smiled to himself and tightening the braid before leaving for the dance hall as well.
* * *
Later that night after getting dragged to three different dance clubs by Ryo, seeing the other man flirt around with both other men and females for a few hours, they had finally ended up in a quiet but friendly looking bar. It was the kind of place where you got the feeling that all the costumers were regulars since years back and knew everyone inside and called each other by their first name. Well, himself and Ryo being the exception on this particular night. Or that was what Ohkura thought until the bartender and a already four clubs of drinks worth drunken Ryo started up a conversation, catching up to what the other had been doing during the week.
Apparently Ryo was one of the inveterate regulars as well, now talking rapidly about any special 'happenings' that might have occurred since Ryo's latest visit. This went on for a fair amount of time and Ohkura just sat there on the seat beside his friend taking a occasional zip from his beer.
He was just sitting there in his own thoughts as the bartender, whose name seemed to be Hiroshi-san, turned is attention towards him in stead; ogling him looking quite amused, before he reached out his hand in greeting. “This is the first time Ryo-chan's come here with company. You must be rather special.”
He could feel his cheeks heat up by the comment as he watched Ryo swat the hand away before Ohkura had a chance to take it, and decided to take a large chug out of his beer to hide his face away.
“Yeah, this is Ohkura. He's... ” a hiccup “... my friend.” Ryo put an arm over his shoulder and Hiroshi-san quirked his eyebrow giving them a knowing look which made Ohkura feel like the man behind the bar had gotten it all very, very wrong.
“We work together.” He felt the need to say, trying to explain something that shouldn't be needed to be explained, not managing to look quite so unaffected about the whole thing as he had wanted to while he struggled to untangle himself from Ryo's grip.
Hiroshi-san just laughed, which for some unknown reason made Ryo laugh too and from then on it was back to the other two babbling away, but this time Ohkura had no chance to simply sit there and wait for his friend to decide that it was time to go home as he had done earlier, because Ryo wasn't letting his shoulder go. So he sat there hunching down being nerve wrackingly close to Ryo, feeling pretty uncomfortable for who knows how many minutes before the bartender took pity on him.
“Ne, Ryo-chan. Maybe it's time for you two to go home now.” The bartender winked suggestively not at all trying to hide the gesture from Ohkura. Suddenly he wasn't so happy over being rescued anymore as once again embarrassment spread through him, painting his cheeks. He wished he could just melt through the floor... But at least Ryo let go of him so he could stretch out his bent body.
“Hm, may... be...” Before Ryo had a chance to actually speak his mind, the older man wobbled dangerously and his head fell to rest on the bar. Now when he didn't have Ohkura as a support anymore his balance was clearly lacking and by the time Ohkura had a chance to react and stretch out his hand to hold Ryo in place, the older man was already drifting off to sleep.
He sighed and shifted Ryo as he got up from his seat, patting the smaller man softly on his shoulder to make the other come back to something similar to a conscious state. “Ne, Ryo-ch-”
He threw a glance at the bartender who was watching him with amusement. “...Eh, Ryo. Come on, let's go.”
His watch showed that it was late. They had been out much longer than anticipated and Ohkura almost felt stupid for coming along to begin with. He put money on the bar disk and then he lifted his friend up carefully, he had decided to piggyback him home since that would be a lot quicker than trying to get him to walk on his own feet. Thankfully his band mate didn't weigh much and the apartment wasn't very far anyway.
“It was nice to meet you Ohkura-kun, take good care of Ryo-chan.” He wasn't sure if the man behind the bar was referring to simply taking Ryo home safely or if it possibly meant something else, thinking about how the evening had been he suspected the latter, trying to ignore the underlying message as he waved goodbye and practically ran out into the chilled night air with Ryo sleeping softly on his back.
For a few minutes he walked in silence, feeling oddly content with Ryo's even breaths warming his neck while a cooling breeze calmed him comfortingly. The moon gave off a soft light and the whole situation felt somewhat like a scene taken from a drama.
Not short there after Ohkura stood outside the apartment complex, leaving one of Ryo's legs hanging for a few seconds as he needed one arm to open the door. This made the older man stir in his slumber and Ohkura could feel Ryo's hold tighten around his shoulders. “Mmm... Ohkura..?”
“Hm?” He noticed how the other man nuzzled closer to his neck and a shiver ran through his body as he began to climb the stairs. When he was halfway up the third and last flight of stairs Ryo talked again, clear and awake enough for Ohkura to be surprised. “Tacchon... We've never kissed.”
For a second he froze, not sure of what to say. It was a statement, so it shouldn't require much of an answer. He settled for as few words as possible. “I know.”
“I've kissed almost everyone, but never you.” After that the other man went quiet again, leaving Ohkura with a lump in his throat.
“Believe me Ryo, I know.” He almost laughed, but his mouth was too dry. He could feel his heart beat getting louder and faster and he wondered if Ryo could feel it too.
Was that it? Was he Ryo's new quest for tonight... That couldn't possible be it, could it? Sure the tension between them had gotten a little weird at times during the night, but that didn't indicate anything, it couldn't.
In a few minutes he was unlocking and entering Ryo's small home. He had been there many times before and didn't bother to turn on the lights, he could find his way around just as good without it and it meant lesser of a chance for Ryo to re-awake if it was dark. But this wasn't his lucky night, which was painfully obvious when the man on his back decided to wake up just outside the bedroom as Ohkura had pushed the door open, making it squeak.
“...Never you.” Ryo repeated his last sentence, taking off from exactly where he left.
“...” Ohkura didn't say anything this time, hoping the other man would just go back to sleep. As he lay Ryo carefully down on his bed the guitarist spoke again. “We're best friends and we've never kissed. Isn't that strange?”
“No, actually I think it is because we are so close that we've never kissed.” There was clearly no other way out of this than replying.
The lump in his throat was painfully swallowed down as he took the covers and put them over Ryo's body, hoping the warmth would lull the other asleep. He didn't dare undress him so Ryo would have to sleep in his clothes. The exception being his shoes and socks which was safe enough for Ohkura to pull off.
This wasn't good, Ryo was getting more and more awake for every second that passed and just as he was done with wrapping the smaller man up, said man opened his eyes to lock them with Ohkura's own pair. “What do you mean? We should at least try. Maybe-”
“No! I don't want that.” He really hadn't meant to be so loud, but this whole situation was getting to him. How could Ryo suggest something like that so easily, without any thought at all.
“Why? Do you think I'm that gross? Am I not-” It was true that his friend was drunk, but there was only so much Ohkura could take. Especially on a subject as sensitive as this one.
“Ryo... No. I don't want to be just anyone. You're drunk, you should sleep. Good nigh-” Suddenly Ryo had grabbed Ohkura's hand and pulled the drummer down, causing the younger man to land on top of Ryo who let out a loud 'oomph' at the heavy extra weight. They both just lie there, still, almost as if they are afraid to move. Without letting go of the other mans wrist Ryo is the first to break the heavy silence.
“Hey, I don't do it with anyone.” This is all it takes for the spell to burst and Ohkura manages to reclaim control of his body, lifting himself up and scooting over so that he no longer is on top of the other.
“I'm sorry to say this Ryo, but you practically kiss everyone coming your way. I mean, sure you do it with the members, but you even do it with the staff. Not to mention every other person you bump into whenever we go out to drink, just like earlier. I... I just don't want to be one of those people.” He can't believe he actually said it. It must be the alcohol finally getting to him or maybe it was the whole chump of everything that had happened today combined, maybe this new tension was pulling him over the edge, it didn't really matter, he doubted his friend would even remember anything the next day.
It came as a surprise for the drummer when Ryo's grip tightened and the other pulled himself up from his lying position, looking a whole lot more sober than he had in hours. “You'll never be just anyone.”
Ryo's voice was deathly serious and so was his eyes as he came gradually closer, leaning slowly towards him, eyes darting between Ohkura's own brown orbs and his mouth. He didn't know what to do and in his panic he froze, making it fairly easy for the smaller man to find and lock his own lips onto Ohkura's. His mouth was slightly open, still in a shocked expression as he could feel Ryo sucking and nibbling affectionately at his lower lip before the other pulled back to watch his reaction. When there were still none in sight Ryo took it as a chance to lean back in, this time letting his hand reach up to touch the younger man's cheek. The hand was incredibly soft and Ohkura couldn't help but lean into it.
“Tadayoshi.” Never had he heard Ryo speaking to him with such a voice. It was deep and almost raspy, making Ohkura anxious and at the same time it stirred something up inside of him.
Trapped beneath his friend Ohkura briefly wonders how he got there, he hadn't even noticed the other man moving, and yet now he was lying under him with his back pressed into the mattress. He tried to turn away, this leaving his neck more exposed, practically inviting Ryo to claim it. This was not happening his mind screamed as Ryo bent down to wet Ohkura's sensitive nape, kissing and licking his skin until it reddened.
His mind told him to stop, to push Ryo away, that this was wrong. Not now, not like this. This was not what he wanted, but his body betrayed him and he let out a first moan as Ryo bit down on his neck leaving a mark.
“Ryo...” The word 'stop' never managed to leave his tongue which was put to other use when the older man clashed their mouths together in a kiss filled with passion. It was too much and Ohkura's mind was too weak to refuse Ryo any longer and so he found himself kissing back. Sharing a proper kiss for the first time, exploring and tasting this new sensation that was them.
For each passing second the touches became more eager, more desperate. The kisses turned hotter and the passion Ryo showed was so overwhelming that Ohkura's mind went blank. Thoughts of tomorrow dispersed and all that was left was their bodies pressed together in Ryo's bed.
When clothes were tugged off and he found himself naked apart from his underwear that Ryo had yet to remove, reality came back to Ohkura. This was he and his best friend, who he loved, about to have sex. For years he had wanted this, but not like this. When morning came would Ryo remember? It was a well founded question, because seldom had Ohkura seen his friend drink as much as he had today. It was terrifying to think that when they awoke tomorrow the night would be gone for Ryo, hidden in a cloud of drunkenness.
What if they awoke and Ryo didn't remember? Or if he regretted it? There were so many things that could be ruined. A lifelong friendship stained by one night of foolishness.
But this was something that he had wanted for so long, and now when Ryo was here and he could feel him there was little he could do to contain himself, he was getting more and more aroused. A warm breath left tickling trails as Ryo traveled lower and lower leaving Ohkura panting in anticipation. It was the moment when Ryo nibbled on the hem of his boxers and rubbed his chin against his already hard flesh that Ohkura decided to hell with consequences. He would enjoy this night and see it as a chance, probably his only chance to be with the man he loved.
Now Ryo was finally gripping him, making him moan hard and buck up into the other man's smooth hand. He could do nothing as he lay there letting his friend touch and taste him, spreading the precum over his length. The feeling was overwhelming already and when he felt one of Ryo's fingers reach down between his legs and circle his hole his mind nearly exploded by the mere thought of having Ryo inside him. Then unexpectedly Ryo left his rear and came back up to give Ohkura a kiss.
“I'm sorry, but I don't have any lube.” It was the first whole sentence that had been uttered since their clothes was thrown in a pile on the floor and Ryo's voice sounded just as aroused as he himself felt. Ohkura was about to say something in response as Ryo put two of his fingers in the drummer's mouth, preventing him to talk. He sucked and licked on them, tasting something he realized must be traces of himself from when Ryo had stroked him earlier.
When the fingers left his mouth it was once again claimed by Ryo's lips and tongue and it was all Ohkura could think off until a wet finger was without mercy pushed inside of him He let out a strangled scream of pain, muffled by the other man's mouth.
It hurt and didn't feel good at all and he wondered if maybe he had been wrong to expect it to be pleasurable. For a while he struggled and twitched before Ryo whispered softly beside him. “Relax Tacchon. I don't want to hurt you.”
He hadn't expected it to hurt this much but he was far too gone to back out now and he took deep breathes to calm himself down, trying to do as Ryo said and relax. Soon enough the pain was replaced by pleasure and Ohkura found himself pushing back to make Ryo reach deeper. Then a second finger was added and Ryo moved them to stretch him. “R- Nhn- Ryo-”
A third finger. His body ached to be closer to Ryo. He'd had enough of waiting, needing to feel Ryo now he urged the other on. “Please...”
It was all Ryo needed and when the fingers left Ohkura he felt weirdly empty, but knowing what was coming next he couldn't help but spread his legs further apart to make himself more accessible. He was panting hard under Ryo and could feel the other move. He felt a hand brush away the sweaty hair that was glued to his forehead. He opened his eyes that he hadn't realized were closed and was met by Ryo's smile.
However he was given no warning and suddenly Ryo's member was pushing inside, with one single thrust before he stopped buried deep inside to wait for Ohkura to adjust to the pain. At first it had felt as if he would break in two, but Ryo stayed as still as possible leaving tender kissed on Ohkura's shoulder and neck and slowly he got used to the intrusion.
It was a whole new sensation for Ohkura when he felt how Ryo moved inside him, never had he suspected that being filled would be this good. Then one of Ryo's hands took a hold of his neglected manhood and started to stroke it in time with his pounding. Their bodies made slapping sounds as they slammed against each other and both men were panting hard, ever pant followed by moans of pleasure. With a steady pace they moved together and with his member being stimulated at the same as being filled for the first time was more than he could take and Ohkura could feel his gut clench as he neared orgasm.
With a few more stokes he came in the other's hand screaming his name so loud he feared the neighbors would hear it, never had he felt such bliss. The orgasm caused his muscles to tighten around Ryo and it was enough for the singer who let his semen fill Ohkura. Ryo pushed a few more times to completely empty himself before he pulled out and fell on top of Ohkura's chest.
The both lied there breathing hard, sticky with sweat and semen, neither of them having enough energy left to move. After a while Ryo moved slightly so he was lying beside Ohkura instead of directly on top of him, but still with his head resting on the younger man's chest. And like this with Ohkura's arm around Ryo they fell asleep, too spent to bother about cleaning themselves up or worrying about what tomorrow would bring.
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The next morning came slowly waking Ohkura from his sleep with the early sun reaching him through the uncovered window. He opened his eyes feeling confused for a moment before he realized where he is.
When he look to his right and see Ryo lying there the memories of last night comes flooding back to him, making him jump back rather violently. As he does a sharp pain pass through his lower back and he flinches making a pained sound as he falls back onto the bed.
He swiftly turns his head towards Ryo who stirs at the rather loud sound of Ohkura's groan. He curse himself for waking the other up, having hoped that he would have been able to leave before Ryo woke up. In stead he just lies there still, not daring to move, watching as the other man wakes up. When a pair of brown eyes are directed towards him he sits up, turning his back to the other, not able to face him. It hurts just to sit up, it's a dull pain now but he ignores it. Ohkura does a new attempt to stand but once again gets a shot of pain through his whole body. He just wants to leave, hoping that Ryo won't hate him after this day. He curses his own body. “Damn it!”
Then he can feel Ryo move in the bed and he tenses, what should he do? What can he say that will make Ryo understand? He just want them to be able to stay friends. “What's wrong?”
When Ryo speaks he freezes. He can feel a salty taste in his mouth and realizes that he's crying. “I'm sorry...” Ohkura's voice is weak and he trembles as he speaks, it makes him feel pathetic. “...I-I didn't mean- It wasn't-”
Strong but slim arms are wrapped around him from behind and Ryo's voice is gentle when he speaks, almost pleading. “Stay.”
It takes a while before the word register in Ohkura's brain, then Ryo repeats it, even quieter but still clear for him to hear at this short distance. “Tadayoshi... Stay.”
He can't get forth a single sound and he can feel Ryo rest his head on his shoulder. They stay like that for a while, then he is gently turned around and a kiss is pressed to his forehead before the smaller man embraces him anew. “Stay with me. I'm not talking about only now. I love you. Stay and never leave...”
It is too much to take in and at first Ohkura believes he's dreaming. It has to be a dream he reasons, life can't possibly go this smooth. “...And you better stop crying or I'll have to make you stop.”
He let out a chuckle which feels rather odd, taking in regard that he is still crying. It seemed it really was Ryo holding him, no one else would try to hide their embarrassment with threats.
“I... I love you too.” The words leave his throat before he has a chance to think about it. They make Ryo loosen his grip and back off enough so that he can look Ohkura in the eyes. They are both smiling, if yet a little uncertainly, not really sure where this new road might lead.
“So I guess that means you're staying?” It's a mischievous grin that Ryo flashes him and Ohkura almost laugh at the gleam in the other man's eyes.
“You know, even if I wanted to go I don't think I could. You were kind of rough.” He gives Ryo a shy smile at the mention of the previous night's activities and the consequences. Ohkura supposed it wasn't that strange that he could barely move, especially considering it had been his first time.
“Oh... Well, I guess that was my unconscious back up plan in case you decided to flee before I woke up or something stupid like that...” This made Ohkura flush, indeed that would have happened if he'd been able to move freely.
“...And by the way. I do not flirt with everything that moves. But you always look so damn cute when you're jealous so I can't help myself when you're with me.” This make Ohkura astounded, turns out Ryo's annoying habit was all thanks to himself. Never would he have guessed it. When he recovers he lay back down on the bed, Ryo not far behind.
“Well, I can't help it if I don't like it.” Ohkura pouts and Ryo sniggers leaning down to nibble at Ohkura's ear.
“Don't worry, now when I have your attention I don't need others to keep it.” As Ryo leaves his ear and leans in for more kisses he can't help but think that the man is right. Now when he has him, Ohkura will never let Ryo go.
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