Comments | kpa1914: ...I'll let go if you let go...

kpa1914

...I'll let go if you let go...

Mar 01, 2004 12:46

God...I'm trying to do the right thing ( Read more... )

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girly_punk March 2 2004, 06:41:23 UTC

ok-- I wrote another comment-- but realized there was an error. Ok, so you're a dumbass. But I think I want to be more angry at Niki than I could be at you. I think she knowingly plays with your heart and mind. Maybe she doesn't realize how much it tortures you. But, we all have those people in our lives who we hold a special place for that we are willing to drop everything just to help them in their times of need. So fuck it, your not a dumbass... you're just an awesome friend to a girl who hasn't quite realized how good she has it. xox

kpa1914 March 2 2004, 11:16:44 UTC

I know I haven't been making it any easier on myself. There is a large gap between my heart and my mind. It's hard for me to turn my back, but when I do, it will be forever. Moreover, I think that our relationship is irreparable. My grip is weakening. I'm going to let go soon...whether I want to or not. Sadly, I've been here before with a girl name ryen. I've been quietly planning on sharing the story of her and I to lj for a while. Perhaps when all is done with niki...for she and i are close to end.

Thanks again sweetie for always listening and telling me what I need to hear.

k.

hey quasoior March 2 2004, 13:37:07 UTC

Hey its moe.. i just wanted to say hi..i came across your lj through one of my friends...hope all is well i am sure i will see you at the dojo soon..

Re: hey kpa1914 March 3 2004, 11:28:57 UTC

hi moe. i hope you are doing well too. I'll probably run into you at the dojo today...I have to instruct...I want to take a nap though hehehe. See you soon sweetie!

k.

Re: hey quasoior March 3 2004, 11:50:40 UTC

yeah i am looking forward to the class tonight..do you instruct there often? ps do you mind if i add you?

Re: hey kpa1914 March 3 2004, 12:30:23 UTC

I teac/help out only once a week. i rather train.

Feel free to add me. I 'll add you back.

see you soon :)

k.

hello ~ moonjewel March 16 2004, 13:43:32 UTC

do you mind if I add you? You oooooooooze goodness and captivate me with your words.

I'm Julie, Raven's girlfriend.

Re: hello ~ kpa1914 March 16 2004, 20:23:03 UTC

awe julie...please by all means :) i'll add you too :)

I don't feel too worthy of such high praise though... but thank you sweetie for the sweet sentiment.

sweet dreams :)

k.

Re: hello ~ moonjewel March 17 2004, 13:55:57 UTC

ahhh, and modest too I see! :)

Your spirit is poetic and enchanting, I hope to see you on Saturday!

Sweet dreams and Days to you, too ~
Julie