Time marches on...

[kpa1914]

Lj has been acting weird and unreliable as of late. Thus, this entry has been delayed by a week ;)

Well...where to begin? The heart feels like a good place to start.

Last Wednesday, I drove up to Tallahassee to spend time with niki before her trip to China. We spent the afternoon finishing up her packing but mostly we just stayed close and

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[shakethepanic]

dude you can't write entries like that. you alway seem to characterize exactly how I've felt in past engagments such as taking the one you adore to the airport and saying goodbye. I cried as I read your entry (just so you know). It sucks I know. I did it recently my friend and felt the pang of heartache as I got back into my car and drove off. But, alas you're lucky and will see her soon. As will I, her grandfather is very ill and so she's in California (not quit China, but they do speak a different language out there haha). If you ever want to hang out or something give me a ring 352-870-0729. I rarely get to see you around, iv'e been very busy as of late. But alas i always read your journal. :-) take care buddy.

[kpa1914]

Hey Justin,
It's tough my brother. We've been talking everyday, which kinda makes the days go by even slower. 6 weeks feels longer than it should be. Oh...china and california might as well be on another planet because there's next to no way I can afford to go to either haha.

Ya man, we should hang out sometime. I've been so comsumed by others and by work and kung-fu, get lost in overactivity a lot. I still hang out at maude's nightly with Phil and company. A lot of us go to UC on mondays and to the atlantic on thurdays. You should come through and chill. Any ways my brother, you have good rest of the day and best of luck in regards to your friend in california. Hopefully this temporary distance will benefit all of us ;)
Take care,

k.

emotive...

[spookymonkey]

K,
Your words are so eloquent, they almost get me choked up as I read them. I can SO totally relate to the feelings that you are describing. It SUCKS. It really does. I'm glad that you are starting to come out again, perhaps I will see you tonight at Jetset, and we can enjoy that sorrow together. If not I'm sure I'll see you around. I need to start jogging again soon too, I did a little yesterday. Maybe you can show me that 'not drinking' trick, I'm sure my body would appreciate it.
-R

Re: emotive...

[kpa1914]

Thanks Raven. I know you can relate.
I'm going to come out tonight!! I've been wanting to for a while. I'm rallying some kids as I type :). I miss seeing you and the girls. It's time to shake butt..but not smile ;) hehe
I'd like to continue my education in "goth". Turns out niki's also really into it as well...and then some *cough*.

Oh, if you're interested in running, katie (aka scarletk8) and I are planning to start running together on the weekends..you should join us!
In regards to not drinking, it's tough...really tough..especially now. You have to take it day by day. Moderations ok. You can do it...remember that. Moreover, you can do anything!

See you tonight my friend!
:)

k.

[max_crow]

You need to write a book. Your prose evokes emotion and imagery from the heart. Hats off to you and your writing skills.

You will be surprised at how quickly 6 weeks will pass :) Take care my friend.

[kpa1914]

hehehe...Thanks my friend.
I hope you're right about the 6 weeks. It's tough and it feels like she's been gone for a month rather than just 6 days...hopefully I will get more comfortable with her absence soon. Any ways, thank you for the comments. I'd love to write a book one day if I had the time but more importantly the inspiration. :)

k.

[girly_punk]

i feel like i have bee in mars and now have landed on earth and everything has changed.... i miss you and wish i knew more about what has been happening with you latley. i want to have coffe e with you or maybe klunch or something. someway to reconnect with people i haven't seen recently-- you are on the to pof the list of ofcourse. im sorry niki is gon for a while.... but even that i feel very very confused about. call me-- 219-0522. xox

[kpa1914]

Hey sweetie, I miss seeing you too. We'll get together soon. You got my number too. Call me whenever :)
xoxo

k.

[nefyaviewen]

i have added you as you asked :)
welcome aboard to my immortal dreams :P
glad to have you as part of my minnions ;)
*hope to see you out some time soon*