What a beautiful post. I almost began crying during that long paragraph.
I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I wish I could say I understand, but I think it's something I have yet to experience. It's frightening when death become so real to us that way.
Your thoughts on Ben are heartbreakingly gorgeous. Truly. I hope to God that one day someone like that finds me... that I can feel those kinds of things without having to delude myself about what the other person feels. I want so desperately to see that kind of beauty in my relationships... it's difficult to confront the ugliness, sometimes.
Keep on writing, love. I adore hearing what you have to say. *hugs*
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I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I wish I could say I understand, but I think it's something I have yet to experience. It's frightening when death become so real to us that way.
Your thoughts on Ben are heartbreakingly gorgeous. Truly. I hope to God that one day someone like that finds me... that I can feel those kinds of things without having to delude myself about what the other person feels. I want so desperately to see that kind of beauty in my relationships... it's difficult to confront the ugliness, sometimes.
Keep on writing, love. I adore hearing what you have to say. *hugs*
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