shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 01:39:05 UTC
Jinki doesn't know what he wants to say but he figures he'll try. "You know, you know I love you and I'm sorry, I really am, I didn't- you don't- please, you have to believe me, it's been 14 years, I wouldn't," Jinki gulps, this is all coming out wrong, "I wouldn't give it all up, you know I've only ever, with you, you know it-"
Kibum finishes his plate and sets it down before taking off his rubber gloves. He turns around slowly and Jinki tries to force the lump in his throat to get out, please so he can explain why he did it and why he was going to stop and how it wasn't the same because nothing could be the same as Kibum and anything really to keep Kibum right in this apartment with him
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Re: shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 02:16:57 UTC
;_______; anooooooooooooon :(
oh i'm so glad you liked that, i felt like i was being overly dramatic and to a certain extent, i didn't want jinki to be a complete bumbling idiot so idk :( looking for middle ground is hard :( thank you ;___;
Re: shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 02:19:49 UTC
He doesn't have to be an idiot to not know what to say. I like when characters are a bit unsure, especially in a situation like this, something out of the every day and emotionally-charged.
Still ;________; anon. Will you write more of this story? I really want to know if/how they fix this.
Re: shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 02:28:35 UTC
this is very true! ig i just wanted to make sure i stayed on the right side of the line between the two? idk sobs :( thank you really. and i agree, i tend to write far too much when it comes to emotional or what i consider serious situations because i always feel like things should be dragged out and slowed down and sometimes i worry about going too slow idk, like if i finished this scene, it probably wouldn't really be resolved, one of them would just say let's take some time away from each other or something and then i have no idea what i would do :|
;_____________; tbh, i originally wanted to write a fic with this scene near the climax/end and basically detail how onew cheats and why and that whole process there, then key finding out and the clash, and then some sort of resolution or non-resolution idk :( but it would just be so long ;___; maybe i will write bits and pieces when i am bored, but i just, this idea is so !!! in my head that i don't think i would do it justice or really ever finish it :(
Re: shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 02:48:44 UTC
Oh, anon, I do the same thing. My instinct is to drag things out. I like stuff that takes a while to resolve, though. So many writers take what should be somewhat difficult situations and make it look easy and natural, and I don't think it always is.
Do keep working on it! I'm sure if you give yourself enough time you'd be able to do it justice. I'd love to see more of this. ♥
Re: shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 03:23:39 UTC
SCREAMS LMAO ANON IT IS OKAY your secret is safe with me. winks at you.
i'm actually not a big jongyu fan but idk, for some reason, it just feels right? sobs ;___; is lame :( also like i originally was going to have kibum be the one cheating but then i thought about it and idk, i figured things would be more complicated and interesting and it would be interesting to figure out the resolution idk :(
Re: shinee - onkey - 2/2
anonymous
September 11 2010, 03:48:54 UTC
i'm huge fan of both jongyu and onkey (but jongkey not so much, cries ;_;), so i am all for the completion of this story, anon. please please please tell me you'll finish this someday? :(
i think convention would have it that kibum be the cheating one, but i think it would definitely add more spice and an x factor to your story if jinki did it. idk, people may think it's uncharacteristic, but that's where the writer's skill comes in, making the audience believe that while he loves kibum, he is capable of straying.
ok sobs i'm not making any sense, but the point is i'm cheering you on, anon. i will wait for this! ♥
fandom/pairing in the subject lines please. thank you for playing!
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Kibum finishes his plate and sets it down before taking off his rubber gloves. He turns around slowly and Jinki tries to force the lump in his throat to get out, please so he can explain why he did it and why he was going to stop and how it wasn't the same because nothing could be the same as Kibum and anything really to keep Kibum right in this apartment with him ( ... )
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I liked that Jinki didn't know what to say.
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oh i'm so glad you liked that, i felt like i was being overly dramatic and to a certain extent, i didn't want jinki to be a complete bumbling idiot so idk :( looking for middle ground is hard :( thank you ;___;
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Still ;________; anon. Will you write more of this story? I really want to know if/how they fix this.
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;_____________; tbh, i originally wanted to write a fic with this scene near the climax/end and basically detail how onew cheats and why and that whole process there, then key finding out and the clash, and then some sort of resolution or non-resolution idk :( but it would just be so long ;___; maybe i will write bits and pieces when i am bored, but i just, this idea is so !!! in my head that i don't think i would do it justice or really ever finish it :(
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Do keep working on it! I'm sure if you give yourself enough time you'd be able to do it justice. I'd love to see more of this. ♥
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thank you so much, really! this makes me feel good ;__; i will try to be unlazy for you :(
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i have to ask, though. who is the other guy?
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um, i actually had in mind jonghyun :|
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i'm not a whore for onhyunkey love triangles. i'm not. /shifty eyes
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i'm actually not a big jongyu fan but idk, for some reason, it just feels right? sobs ;___; is lame :( also like i originally was going to have kibum be the one cheating but then i thought about it and idk, i figured things would be more complicated and interesting and it would be interesting to figure out the resolution idk :(
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i think convention would have it that kibum be the cheating one, but i think it would definitely add more spice and an x factor to your story if jinki did it. idk, people may think it's uncharacteristic, but that's where the writer's skill comes in, making the audience believe that while he loves kibum, he is capable of straying.
ok sobs i'm not making any sense, but the point is i'm cheering you on, anon. i will wait for this! ♥
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