shinee; jonghyun/onew, #1 and 3-ish
anonymous
June 27 2011, 07:17:06 UTC
"I wonder sometimes," Jinki says, pausing for a while for a sharp intake of breath, "if I try to hard."
Jonghyun quickly glances to his side, the empty space between them, the distance enough for five people to fit in. The other members have decided to continue with the promotions despite the lead singers going down with the flu. Jinki's been sick for the past two weeks, and Lord knows Jonghyun will be sick for a far longer time. Jonghyun inches a bit closer, casually cocks his head to Jinki's direction and says, "Mhmm, go on."
"I never get things right on the first try. I always need a second chance." Jinki clenches his fists, the little frustrations bottling up and slipping from his lips, the edges of his eyes in tiny teardrops that roll down his cheeks. "I never do things right, and it's just so tiring being in the wrong. I can't afford these mistakes. I can't afford to make them. I'm the leader. I should be your role model. I should be great, not good enough." The rise and fall of Jinki's chest becomes steadier as his voice
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Jonghyun quickly glances to his side, the empty space between them, the distance enough for five people to fit in. The other members have decided to continue with the promotions despite the lead singers going down with the flu. Jinki's been sick for the past two weeks, and Lord knows Jonghyun will be sick for a far longer time. Jonghyun inches a bit closer, casually cocks his head to Jinki's direction and says, "Mhmm, go on."
"I never get things right on the first try. I always need a second chance." Jinki clenches his fists, the little frustrations bottling up and slipping from his lips, the edges of his eyes in tiny teardrops that roll down his cheeks. "I never do things right, and it's just so tiring being in the wrong. I can't afford these mistakes. I can't afford to make them. I'm the leader. I should be your role model. I should be great, not good enough." The rise and fall of Jinki's chest becomes steadier as his voice ( ... )
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