I'm a little annoyed right now. James said his Dad can not loan us the money to help with the credit card bills which really sucks! James was going to file bankruptcy but he can't get on at the police dept if he does that so we are stuck with no money and a shit load of his bills. I'm trying to find a part time job but that's not easy. I can only ( Read more... )

I ordered a flat iron from www.folica.com and I got it today & it was cracked (ugh!) I called them and they were really nice about it. They are going to ship me a new one and send a pre paid packing slip so I can ship back the other one YAH! I'm going to use this one until my new one arrives because I need it ( Read more... )

I hate my clothes! I have a closet full of clothes that I don't like. I have 25 pairs of jeans and I only wear maybe 5 of them. I have such a hard time finding jeans that actually fit me. I'm short but not short enough for petite jeans and the regulars are too long. I want a pair of jeans that I can wear tennis shoes with and not drag the ground, ( Read more... )

I don't know when the last time was that I updated my journal. I have been so busy. I took Jackson to the Pedi on Friday b/c he woke up & he felt hot to me so I took his temp and it was 100.4 so I called the Dr and made a same day appt. The Dr checked him out and said he throat is red and he is getting a cold. Great ( Read more... )

I cut my hair all off last night! I donated 20 inches of hair to locks of love. I was a little nervous but I went ahead and did it. I've always had the same hair and needed a new style! Here are the pictures:

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Jackson's blood work & CT scan all came back normal! We have a normal baby! yeah baby yeah!!!

Jackson woke up this morning with another stopped up nose! I can't freakin believe it! My uncle came over 2 days ago when he got back from Orlando to see Jackson. He didn't hold him or anything but my Uncle went to the Dr yesterday and he's sick so Jackson will probably get what he has. I don't know what to do, should I ban people from my house ( Read more... )

Another survey ( Read more... )

James and I had a long talk about our problems and we actually talked! It felt nice to know where he is coming from. It's funny. I woke up yesterday and sent him an email. I guess he did the same when he got to work. (He sent me an email) I'm happy that we got everything out. I feel much better now ( Read more... )

I slept like shit last night. I actually don't think I slept at all, maybe an hour or two. I have so much stuff going on in my life and I have no one to talk to about it. I try to talk to my Mom but she just blows things off b/c most of it has to do with James and she loves him dearly. I just need to get this all out ( Read more... )