Fic: Obsession Part 6 a/13
Title: Obsession
Rating: Adult
Summary: Kris never realised one friend could mean so much, until one day he sees that Adam isn’t just a friend - he’s an obsession and one he’ll do anything for.
Disclaimer: I know none of these people, nor do I own them. This never happened.
Previous Parts
Part 6 A
Adam picked up his toothbrush and started brushing his teeth, smiling at Kris who was doing the same next to him. Halfway through Adam stilled as he looked at their reflection in the mirror struck by how right it felt to be doing such a simple thing together. He was looking forward to spending the rest of his life sharing such domestic moments with Kris; to him it proved Kris was the one for him. He had never contemplated such things in his previous relationships.
Together the couple walked back into the bedroom and Kris took the moment to pull the older man into a tight hug. He needed to feel Adam against him, to make him feel safe, loved and strong. Adam made all his fears about how his family was going to react to them being a couple fade into the ether.
Still inside his love’s embrace Kris said with a sigh, “So what do you want to do now?”
Adam kissed Kris’ shoulder as he said flippantly, “Well, I think you need to call your parents and I'll call mine. They should know about us first. You’ll probably be able to hear my mom’s scream of joy since she likes you so much.”
“Yeah, especially since Katy threatened to go to the press. I think it was her overreacting. She’ll be a lot calmer once she processes everything.”
The saying about a woman scorned flashed in his mind as Adam commented, “Maybe not, she probably wants to hurt you, baby. From her point of view you are not hurting over the end of your marriage since we’re together.”
“I do hurt though, just because I love and adore you doesn’t mean that having to hurt her doesn’t cause me pain. She was malicious, nothing like the woman I loved.”
Adam squeezed his boyfriend’s hand saying, “I know but she’s not exactly thinking clearly. She’s so angry that she wants someone to blame. To be honest, baby, I'm used to people talking shit about me.”
“You shouldn’t be, Adam. You don’t deserve it and I refuse to let anyone treat you like that! How are you feeling today? I didn’t knock your ribs last night, did I?”
“I'm alright. The painkillers are working a lot better and it doesn’t hurt as much to breathe. Now it’s more like a twinge instead of a constant sharp pain. To be honest, I’ve been so buzzing on endorphins since the pool that it hadn’t been a problem. Now, do you want to call your parents from here or your room?”
Kris smiled nervously saying, “While we’re on the subject of bedrooms, can I move in here with you? I don’t want to just assume.”
“Honey, I’d be upset if you didn’t. I want us to take our time on the physical side of our relationship, we need to move at a pace that is comfortable for us, sex doesn’t need to happen right away. It will make us stronger in the long run, Kris.”
Kris nodded since it made sense, he was happy to let their relationship grow at natural pace. He wanted their relationship to be built on a solid foundation because he couldn’t face it if their relationship ended before it could begin. At least he could spend his nights in bed with Adam, feeling the beautiful lean body next to him. Kris was still captivated by how vulnerable and serene Adam looked asleep, driving his protective nature into overdrive.
“Why don’t you get dressed and then we’ll call my parents. I want a chance to build up my courage.” Kris said, his voice shaking. He had a feeling his parents would accept him but there was a spark of fear in his veins that he could be wrong.
“Sure thing, baby.” Adam said pulling Kris into a quick kiss before walking out to bathroom.
Kris lay back down on the bed as he heard the shower start. He couldn’t believe how quickly his relationship with Adam had progressed and how much he had loved Adam without realising it. He had been blind to the fact that Adam was always his obsession, the person who occupied his every thought since he had met the man.
Kris jumped as his mobile phone on the bed next to him rang loudly, he picked it up and looked at the display. It was his mom and he was terrified of what she was going to say, considering the timing he suspected Katy had called his parents.
Swallowing he answered the phone, “Hi mom.”
“We’ve got you on speakerphone, son. Now, I’ve just got off the phone with Katy and she is very upset. She told me you have been cheating on her for months with a man. Is she telling the truth, Kristopher?”
Hearing hurt and disappointment in his mother’s voice did not help with his nerves but Kris knew that even if they disowned him he would not give up Adam. He was willing to crawl through the nine circles of Dante’s inferno if it meant he could have Adam for the rest of his life.
“I never cheated on her but I am in love with Adam. I can’t imagine my life without him,” Kris said saying Adam’s name like it was a benediction.
“Why didn’t you tell us you were bisexual, Kris? Did we ever make you think that we would not love you? We love you and nothing will change that, Kristopher Neil Allen.”
Kris smiled when his mom called him by his full name since she only ever did that when she wanted him to really remember what she said. Kris said softly, “I’ve never been attracted to any man but Adam, mom. Adam’s just the one who makes my soul sing.”
“Well, I’ve always known Adam was important to you. Whenever either of us spoke to you, you always mentioned Adam. I saw your duet, the chemistry you have was almost tangible. Have you told Adam of your feelings?”
It was a relief that his parents were so accepting of him and his relationship with Adam. His mom was amazing, he couldn’t help but wonder if on some level she had anticipated him and Adam getting together.
Kris nodded saying, “A couple of days ago, mom. He said it wasn’t right for us to start a relationship while I'm married, he was right. Now I’ve asked Katy for a divorce, Adam and I can start our life together.”
“Well you must be certain of your feelings for him. This road will not be easy, son. You will have to support each other. How are you going to cope with the press?”
Kris shrugged “We’ll have to take it as it comes, dad. We are going to tell everyone about us, we just haven’t decided how. I am not ashamed of our relationship. Oh, we did for a photo shoot yesterday that was a little risqué. Adam described it as Anne Rice meets hooker and he was right.”
“Oh, I'm sure it won’t be too bad. Now, I want to meet Adam, we should know something about our son’s...boyfriend is it? I want to make sure he’s good enough for you.”
Kris laughed smiling as he said, “I'm sure Adam wants to meet you too, mom. I guess you can call him my boyfriend until we decide on another name.”
“Wonderful. Goodbye son. Remember we are always here for you and nothing will make us stop loving you.”
“I love you too mom and dad,” Kris said before ending the call.
“That seemed like it went okay, baby.” Adam said as he walked into the room a navy towel around his waist, having overheard the last part of the call.
Kris jumped at the unexpected sound saying, “How long have you been there?”
“Since you told your dad that you are not ashamed of our relationship. It’ll be great to meet your parents and see all the embarrassing baby photos.”
Seeing Adam’s mischievous smile Kris groaned, “I'm sure I can hide them before you get a chance. So how do you want to come out, Sweetie?”
“Personally, I'm all for making a bold statement but that’s just my inner drama queen,” Adam answered with a smirk.
“You have a drama queen streak, never (!)” Kris said with laugh before continuing, “What about on the show? It’s live and that should gratify you.”
“The producers would have a coronary! It’s perfect,” Adam said with a giggle.
“What should we call each other when we talk to people? Boyfriend sounds so high school and lover implies it’s just about sex,” Kris said thoughtfully, he had meant to bring it up yesterday but the day was such an emotional rollercoaster that it slipped his mind.
As he had only used boyfriend to refer to his exes Adam considered the question finally suggesting, “What about partner?”
Kris grinned trying it out, “Hi, this is my partner, Adam. Yeah, that sounds right, love.”
Kris pulled his partner towards him, taking a few seconds to savour the feeling of Adam’s hands caressing his skin. He pulled Adam’s mouth towards his own, gently licking Adam’s lower lip, overjoyed when he felt the man trembling at the touch. They kissed leisurely knowing they no longer had to be afraid of someone walking in and disturbing them.
Kris had never felt so happy in his life, he no longer had to worry about Katy and his parents, but more importantly, Adam was his; to cherish, love and protect. The simple fact that he could now kiss Adam wherever he wanted, and that one day he would be able to make love to Adam, to feel the man shaking with desire, made him feel weak at the knees.
“I'll go and get dressed,” Kris said with a smile.
“Okay. You can move your stuff over when we get back from the studio.” Adam said knowing they were already late and they would get lectured for it.
“I need to see a lawyer today and put everything in motion. I don’t know how I am going to pick one.”
Adam mulled over the problem before suggesting, “I can ask Ryan, he’s bound to know someone since he seems to have contacts all over the place.”
“Sounds good,” Kris said happy to follow Adam’s advice, he had always followed Adam’s lead, and that wouldn’t change now that they were in a relationship. Adam had a way of looking at a problem and seeing a solution almost immediately.
*******
“So happy you deigned to grace us with your presence, gentlemen!”
“Shit!” Adam couldn’t believe that today of all days Simon had decided to turn up at the rehearsals.
Once they had reached the chairs were everyone was sitting Kris said anxiously, “Er...sorry, something came up.”
“I bet it did,” Danny muttered scornfully, not realising that Kris had heard him.
Kris glared at Danny, he would prefer it if Danny insulted them directly instead of making snide comments and threats. Adam didn’t seem to be as bothered by Danny’s attitude but Kris supposed it was something he had experienced before. Kris knew it was something he would undoubtedly come across in the future but that didn’t make him feel better.
“Now this week you will be singing two songs, one chosen by yourselves, and another chosen by us. Adam, I will be picking one of your songs. Kara and Randy will be picking your song, Kris. That leaves Paula for your mentor, Danny.”
After the nods of understanding Simon continued, “Now this week you all will be going back to your hometowns for the parade. While there, you will be informed of your song choice, mainly for the cameras. The hometown parades are not negotiable. You will have minders with you when you go home in case anything gets out of hand.”
Adam looked at Kris, who to his trained eyes appeared to be nervous, understandable really considering the phone calls this morning and the media coverage they had received. He could only imagine what kind of reaction Kris would receive, it may be stereotyping but he didn’t imagine there were many openly gay people in Kris’ hometown.
“You can have the rest of the day to come up with your song. Tomorrow we will be sending you off to your hometowns. Goodbye,” Simon said before leaving the room.
Kris was biting his lip nervously as he tried to figure what he was going to do about seeing a lawyer if he couldn’t get an appointment today. He wanted to set the ball in motion before he went back to his hometown. It would make him feel better and show everyone just how serious he was about Adam.
Adam said, “I'm going to see Ryan, honey.”
“Okay, I'll go and look at some songs,” Kris said with a smile squeezing Adam’s hand briefly before the man walked away from him.
Kris frowned as his phone rang again, looking down he could see the display read home. He just hoped she had saw reason and realised they had to get divorced. There was no chance their marriage could ever work now he had found Adam.
With a sigh he answered the call, “What do you want Katy?”
“If you move out of that house and keep away from that slut, I'll take you back,” Katy said in a syrupy tone.
Hurt at her being so cruel about his partner Kris said hissed, “Don’t you ever talk about him like that! Katy, I am not interested in being with you. Adam’s the one I want to spend my life with, not you.”
“I will ruin you for this, you won’t be left with a cent! I am going to tell everyone what you have done. Everyone will know what an immoral, cruel, heartless heathen you are.”
“Katy, you can write it in the sky for all I care. Adam is amazing in every way and I'm proud to be the one he loves,” Kris said candidly before ending the call.
Putting the call to the back of his mind, Kris went searching for the perfect song. Everything had to be just right for him to survive another week, he would love to be in the final with Adam. He wanted to share the night with Adam, to watch as Adam was crowned the winner and achieved his dream. He wholeheartedly believed Adam would win, Adam had an amazing voice and was so charismatic he knew America would fall at his feet. Kris knew his voice was good but there were people with similar styles to his in the charts whilst there was no one quite like Adam in the charts.
*******
Adam strolled through the corridors heading for Ryan’s dressing room in case the man was there. He could never keep track of Ryan’s schedule, he seemed to be the busiest man in the business. Scrolling through the contact list on his phone, he turned a corner and banged straight into Simon.
“Sorry,” Adam said seriously, the last thing he needed was to upset the man.
“It’s fine. Can I have a word with you in my dressing room?” Simon ordered rather than asked.
“Sure,” Adam said breezily as he followed the man.
Adam took the chance to look around Simon’s large dressing room, impressed at how tidy it was and noticing the rail of T-shirts. It seemed Simon really did wear them most of the time.
Simon said seriously, “Adam, I know you and Kris are interested in each other. I have no problems with it but it might be a good idea to wait until the competition is over to start a relationship. The rumours will die down but someone will find out if you actually start dating and it could cost both of you the competition.”
Adam replied angrily, “Kris is mine, Simon. I love him and he loves me. I'm not going to let anyone take away the best thing in my life. We refuse to hide like it is some sordid sin.”
“Will you be able to sing against him if you both reach the final? To take away the recording contract he has always dreamed of?”
Glaring Adam passionately explained, “I would be overjoyed if Kris won and he would be the same for me. I'm not going to throw the competition for him, it would sully both of us, and I know Kris feels the same way.”
“Great, that’s what I was looking for. If either of you need someone to rant to about anything you can come to Ryan and I at any time.”
“We will do,” Adam said, pleased that Simon had confided in him all be it subtly that he was dating Ryan.
Adam had always suspected it was the case from their interactions and his fairly accurate gaydar. He had noticed small things in Ryan’s house that indicated Simon spent a lot of time there such as the tea in the cupboard and the t-shirts in Ryan’s closet. Out of respect, he had not asked about the nature of their relationship, feeling they would tell him when they felt comfortable.
“I don’t suppose you know any good, gay friendly divorce lawyers Kris might be able to see today?” Adam asked as the older man had a lot of contacts and feeling Kris wouldn’t mind him asking.
“I'll make a few calls and let you know,” Simon said after doing a mental catalogue of the lawyers he knew and coming up with four names.
“Thank you, Simon.” Adam said before leaving the man in peace.
*******
Adam grabbed Kris’ arm, leading the man into one of the many unused rooms, needing to talk with Kris and give him a kiss. He couldn’t imagine a moment when he didn’t need to feel Kris’ lips against us.
“Hey, baby.” Adam said in greeting.
“Hey, Sweetie,” Kris said echoing him with a grin.
“You look gorgeous, good enough to eat.” Adam said with a lustful smirk.
Kris looked down in his clothes in disbelief; he was wearing the indigo distressed jeans and the support local music t-shirt with black writing they had bought the day before. His top had garnered a few strange looks since it wasn’t something he would typically wear. He appreciated the quirky humour of it and had decided to wear it as soon as he spied it in his closet.
“You’re easily pleased,” Kris said wryly.
Adam laughed, “Oh, believe me I'm not.”
Adam quickly placed one hand around Kris’ waist and bent slightly to give his boyfriend a slow yet passionate kiss. As they kissed, Adam shivered as he felt Kris’ hands wandering on his back and ass. They broke the kiss slowly, exchanging quick soft kisses as they parted.
“I couldn’t find Ryan but I had a....interesting talk with Simon.”
“You can’t keep me hanging there, what happened?” Kris said earnestly.
Adam shrugged saying quickly, “Well apart from saying coming out could cost either of us the title, he asked if I was going to throw willing to throw the show for you.”
Kris exclaimed in disbelief, “Of course you wouldn’t! I wouldn’t want you to.”
Adam nodded, “Exactly. I told him no and passed some kind of test. He let me know that he and Ryan are together, he also said they are both there if we need them. He’s going to make some calls about finding you a lawyer today. I thought you wouldn’t mind me asking him, baby.”
Seeing the uncertainty Kris quickly reassured, “Of course I don’t mind, Adam. I think he and Ryan are a good match. I wonder why they haven’t come out.”
“I'm sure they have their reasons,” Adam said with an unconcerned shrug.
“I’ve had another call from Katy. She swore she was going to take everything I have. She even threatened to expose what she called our immoral affair. I told her she could write it in the sky for all I care and hung up. She’s probably looking up the numbers for all the major stations as we speak.”
Adam pouted, “I will not be happy if she ruins the chance for my inner drama queen to squeal in glee! You’ll have to find some way to make it up to me.”
“I can think of a few ideas, babe. Now back to work, I'm going with Heartless. Can you have a look over it for me?” Kris said, he had decided to do a slower, version of the song but he wasn’t 100% sure on the arrangement.
“Of course, baby. You’ll sound amazing singing it as a ballad version and the different arrangement will make you stand out. I'm going to sing Areosmith’s Crying, I may as well make the most of being able to choose a song. Let’s relax, you can put the song on, and we will play around with it.”
Kris nodded at Adam’s words and led the way out of the room to the large break room, making a beeline for the comfortable armchair. He sat down and quickly pulled Adam onto his lap, waiting until Adam was comfortable and ignoring the stirring in his jeans, Kris took out his I-Pod. Placing one of the earphones in Adam’s ear and the other in his own he switched on the player and started Heartless, placing the track on repeat. Taking out the notebook he had grabbed from his dressing room, he opened it up ready to write anything that came to mind.
Simon walked into the break room to find Kris and Adam sharing a chair, Kris absently tracing patterns on Adam’s arm. Clearly, they wouldn’t have to worry about having to come out if they continued acting so uninhibited in public.
“Kris, I’ve arranged an appointment for you with Andrea Fletcher. She will not charge you for her time. A car’s outside to take you there,” Simon said seriously not mentioning what favours he had to call in.
Simon was willing to do it because he saw how happy the couple were. He may be portrayed as a cold, callous bastard to the world but he would do anything for his friends. He had come to like Adam, in no small part influenced by Ryan’s friendship with the man. Adam had somehow become Ryan’s best friend meaning the man had suddenly become very important to Simon. He knew Ryan would be very upset if Adam was denied his chance at happiness and he hated to see Ryan in a mood. Well, a mood that he hadn’t engineered to have amazing make-up sex, anyway. Although he didn’t know Kris much, he was sure the man was decent if Adam cared for him. The very fact that Kris wanted to see a divorce lawyer indicated just how serious Kris was about his relationship with Adam.
“Thanks,” Kris said sincerely before saying, “Let’s go, Adam.”
Adam quickly stood allowing the younger man to stand, smiling when Kris squeezed his hand tightly. Letting go of Kris’ hand, Adam led the way out of the building, their steps matching as they contemplated what would happen when they reached the lawyer’s office.
Part 6b