kajsfhlkjsahgkjshaskl fh my fucking amp is broken now i have to pay like 20,000,000 dollars to have it tubed and re biased. i think ill go kill myself

hello journal im writting in you because i am sitting here at home on a friday night. its odd because i am bored and lonely yet i chose to be alone even though i was asked many times to go do things. i dont know whats wrong with me. its ok though ill just pretend everything is ok. oh yeah and BSD sucks. we are getting payed $40 each to play some ( Read more... )

hey i just got reminded today that people sometimes still read this so i guess ill keep writting. my washing machine is broken =( so i had to hand wash all my clothes for today so they probably arnt really clean but i just fooled myself into thinking they are. i didnt do anything worthwhile this weekend cause i lost my cell phone and band practice ( Read more... )

man bsd hasnt practiced in a long time and bsd sucks. but who the fuck cares? well school has started and so far it is shit. i have a temporary teacher that is worse than teh old one and i hope she gets replaced soon. my class si full of all the same people as when i left. teh only person i talked to today was erik becaus i didnt see jenna. so ( Read more... )

im sick :( sitting home while everyone is out enjoying themselves. could have went to AWK with robby and erik. but no i am sick. its ok though. i will just sit alone. and kill. feast. consume.

the metallica show was fukin sik. 3com park full of as many crazy fukers and hot bitches you can find. i mean they were singing and it was so loud you cant even hear the guy at the mic. i dunno it was pretty impressive. you sluts...

i just realized that i hate myself for things that i was afraid to do when i had the chance. i could have been a whole different and happy person if i wouldnt have been such a fuking pussy and grabbed what i wanted so badly and could have had. maybe thats why i was so scared... because i wanted it so badly that i was afraid of messing up but in the ( Read more... )

check one mad fly solo for the new song. faggots.

man we're savage

BSD played at the pound yesterday and it hink we rocked penis comapred to the rest of those 40 year old faggot bands. they seriously sucked balls. it was good to see russell and lindsay this weekend im sorry things took a dive toward the end.