Angsty late-night ramblings

[krakkernuts]

I know I'm not supposed to compare my insides with other people's outsides. But goddamn, going back and reading Ilana's LJ and all her Facebook posts is depressing as fuck. Also, having read that last sentence back, I feel incredibly stalkery and creepy. Eeeep.

I feel so left out and abandoned and unwanted.

When Victoria posted that Super Guitar

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[krakkernuts]

It's hard, because I'm feeling angsty and wanting to wallow in self-pity and feeling miserable, meanwhile my mind is whirring away in the background being all reasonable and logical. Pointing out my cognitive distortions, errors in perception/interpretation, and seeing other people's points of view. WHY WON'T YOU LET ME FEEL HOW I FEEL!