i are kelsey. have no friends i do. be my friend will you please? i are tired. goodnight cruel world.

FUCK BUSH

-g.t.b.b.

I've been doing something, bad, for the past week now. I never promised not to, but I never thought I would. It's worse than things I've done in the past, and I don't think I'll tell anyone, even though this is an extremely public fucking journal, but I can't. If anything happens to me, I'll obviously have to, but until then I'll just wait. Wait. ( Read more... )

I NEED PANTS.. GUYS PANTS.. QUICKLY.. and I don't know who to ask. The idol left a let down in my lap, and the family unit has moved in. Adorable, really. I need sleeping pills, too.. There's been shit going on and I don't want to be awake for it all. Mum thinks I'm strange because I cried today.. Although I'm still that little girl that lets the ( Read more... )

Hi.. Umm I have a new niece.. Dan was strange about it all and described in great detail what a baby being born looks like. Interesting story.. and uhh Emily has a new name.. Dan Dan.. And I need help.. I've been told not to, but I think it's time I give up.. So.. I don't know what I'm gonna do. ANYWAYS.. Get my mind off of that.. I can't fucking ( Read more... )

So something happened to me last night that meant a lot to me.. a whole lot. It was good timing.. because I'd been feeling like shit lately, and it just.. it helped me, a lot. Then today, everythings different to me. I figured nothing could bring me down after last night, and now I've fallen deeper than ever. When something.. less then good.. ( Read more... )

Alright. Well. I have this friend. And everytime they try to fix something, it tends to get only worse. But.. It's the thought that counts, right? Well, okay. I was a true asshole to this friend, and they still were there. So I decided that my friendships were more important then anything I've been.. eeing over. So..now.. I've just got my mind on ( Read more... )

My un-luck has struck again.. Go figure things were going quite alright until I had to open my mouth. I hate me. I'm so... weird. And if I wouldn't have said anything I wouldn't be hiding now. At least Emily is.. having a good time? I don't know what else to say... I just gotta learn to keep my mouth shut. Alright.. Farewell ( Read more... )

Woo. Okay I have it out of my system. Now.. Friday we (Em, Dan, Chris and I) went to fright nights and it was.. interesting.. When we were waiting for that 'Fort Despair' business, Chris saluted Hitler so us other three just walked away and put our hoods up as we heard absolute silence. There was a guy in there.. and he didn't look happy.. So I ( Read more... )

I just love it when Emily makes plans without me.. Thank god Barb's oblivious to a lot of shtuff.. she just asked me if it was .. uh fuckbag.. yea him.. And I made a new friend, and he scribbled shtuff on my yea and then i saw something and i asked where.. and no response... and then i asked to get one.. and i got a maybe.. and i was excited.. and ( Read more... )

I'm so upset with myself. If only I would have taken my little fucking white pills and the orange ones everyday I wouldn't be in this situation. I hate getting migranes.. I'd rather cut myself up than get a migrane. But I got one last night and had to get picked up, drive over to Dan's.. get pills at midnight, and then go home to finally sleep in ( Read more... )