in april, i lost my housemates and had to move. I found a place pretty quickly ( Read more... )

ok, so i'm curious about something. as most of you who know me are aware, i am interested in the paranormal. possiblly too much, but i am working more on being skeptical of what i see until i can look at it for myself. so here is my question ( Read more... )

here goes. first line from each of the first entries of each month in my journal. excited? yeah, me either ( Read more... )

i don't get it. how in the holy hell did i become the most stable person i know? or at the very least in the top 5. i'm a fuckin nutbag basketcase, and yet here i am as the voice of reason? that, my friends, is f-u-c-t fucked ( Read more... )

so..i found out tonight that someone is lying. and doing so to a friend of mine. a really good person, who doesn't deserve to be treated that way. and apparently this person has been lying for the better part of 2 and a half months. this type of treatment really annoys me. in fact, it pisses me off. so in short, i have lost all respect for the ( Read more... )

well, today is trying my patience. i guess that's not completely accurate...i don't know. i'm just sort of treading water in the sea of discontent today. i don't care about work...i dont' care about today. i just want it done. i want to work on a script, or shoot something, instead of bitching about it. blah...this will pass. probably by 4pm when ( Read more... )

I'm looking at you through the glass ( Read more... )

being a nice guy rarely pays off. but it's a curse i have to deal with. better to be this way, than be a dickhead. i guess. not much else to report. i do have a part time job now working the door at Dillinger's/Bootlegger's. easy work, decent pay. and now i will leave you with a couple of song lyrics that struck me lately ( Read more... )

god bless Dave Grohl and the Foo Fighters. They saved me from my mood today. and believe me, that's a good thing (it was not what i'd call a good mood)