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[krax_sintax]

I'm so sick of feeling like this. I hate the depression, the anxiety, the panic about leaving the house or talking to people. The guilt of not being a functioning human being. I hate that crying or clawing at myself are becoming typical behaviours, and I hate that not hurting myself is actually an achievement. I hate that I'm burdening my

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[singthemuse]

=< Depression is a big painful monster, and I wish I could just punch it in the face for you! You are a wonderful person, regardless of whatever flaws you might have (or think you have) and I am SO GLAD you are my friend! Your daughter is so lucky to have such a understanding, talented, achieved person as her mother! I'm sending good vibes your way hun! Email/IM me if you wanna talk! Please know that you are loved!

[prowl]

Friends don't mind and they help to bring you out of that. It takes time but it will end. It is the depression thinking for you. Try to take it slow and remember we want to help, and understand some of what you are feeling. You are more than good enough for your daughter, and she would tell you if she could how amazing you are for her. Fear and misery are bad and not getting anything done is adding to the feeling. Maybe try and set small goals? If I can help please let me know how. *hugs if you want them!!*

[mmouse15]

*hugs*

I have been there. Please, don't feel that you have to do this on your own. Please, please speak with your doctor and see if s/he thinks anti-depressants and therapy can help you. I know it's not a help right now, but this does get better with time, and the proper drug regime can buy you the time you need to let your brain heal itself.

Your daughter has a wonderful mum in you. Don't let the depression win; get the help you need, no matter what anyone else says. It makes a world of difference, it really does.