i obviously don't make him happy enough. :\
we're sooo different...
i'd do anything to be with him...
but not him...
and i think he regrets doing stuff that has gotten him in trouble.
...
i really don't know anymore.

this is pretty much how life's been since i last updated...
good ole fun.
...just...
work, school, and jon...and even more jon. :D

thur. (11/24): // i worked at...8:30 am - 1:30 pm. it was sort of busy. after i got out...we went to chicago to visit my aunt and uncle. pretty neat. they have a massive house. kind of fun. then later that night jon came over. :D yay! heh/

fri. (11/25): // i worked at...7 am - 4 pm. it was fun. :D i did breaks. interesting. :D heh. i did good. i ( Read more... )

woke up at 8:52 am ( Read more... )

i'm so scared ( Read more... )

yeah, so like i was talking to laura about...
i really don't know anymore. :(
i know it's because i just think too much...
but seriously...
come on.
a lot of guys are like that. >_and it's always been like that for me ( Read more... )

i woke up at like 3:30.
talked to jon.
sat around.
went to jewel...
:\ :(
codie's.
:(
it was ok.
i was bored though...
and sad. :(
codie's consisted of...
mainly...
me being sad...
talking to jon on the phone.
something.
dancing with jared...
and then jessyka, jericka, and everyone else.
that's it.
bye.

ok so...

school was school. don't even worry about that stuff. heh.
the only thing that was different...is that i went out to lunch with jon, sam, mike, and evan.
we went over to evan's house.
ate some food.
came back to school.
called denton to open the band room door...

then jon drove jack and i to camera masters.
all his pictures are bad. >_ ( Read more... )

ok. i have the worst memory in the world. i don't know why i ever put this off. heh ( Read more... )

umm...
i don't remember tuesday. heh.
so...

wednesday:
it was a bad day.
i got really mad in gym...
it's so fuckin gay! >_i got a ride home with jon ( Read more... )