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anger, hate.... nope its just sadness
i recieved a phone call this morning telling me that my grandma is in the hospice with kidney failur. i also found out for the first time that she has a do no rececetate order. needless to say today went from well to shit in about 3 seconds. they dont know if she is going to make it. they dont even know if there is any thing the doctors can do ( Read more... ) -
hurting those we love
it seems like all i do is hurt people and i dont apologise to just any one so when i do. i really feel like shit. i tried not to be mean so i stayed off blog sites and chat rooms and things like that. i came back and not even a week after that i hurt feelings already. so i am limiting my self on these things again. well if you want me i will be ( Read more... ) -
i just found something that i want so badly
i have wanted these litle dolls, (yess dolls, but its not what you think when you see them you will understand) since i firs saw them. there are 3 sets that i know of and i am putting them here so that every one will know what i want lol. maybe i will run across them some day. well it seems like it wont let me put up the pic here so i will just add ( Read more... ) -
did you miss me????
i missed me to hahahah. any way i have benn hounded to get back on line and start keeping up with the lj. so there d im back are you happy now. any way i got my first bartending job worked it for two weeks and left it. they were stealing my tips and doing all kinds of shady shit that could get me in serious trouble. im talking jail time shit. it ( Read more... ) -
im back...... sort of
sorry i have been away for a while i have been really busy here lately. i have started going to a bartending school and am due to graduate next week. i am really exicited. this will be the first time in a long time that i am going to actualy happy in what i am doing. other than making others lives a living hell that is. any way i just wanted you ( Read more... ) -
no subject
hello everyone who reads my stupid shit. any way not much going on just trying to get the house straightened out. if you guys are bored you can come help out joking. last nite was funny. i was trying to hook up the water to the fridge so the in=ce maker would work and i ended up losing parts. i was yelling at any one who came neer me. i guess i ( Read more... ) -
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
well were almost moved in we are living here now but we still have a few big items to get out of the old house. like the washer the dryer and our bedroom suite. damn couches can be sooooo uncomfortable, especially on the back ( Read more... ) -
bye for now
will be off line due to the move. will be back on tuesday some time -
playing nice because i said i would
so there now I DONT HAVE YOUR DAMN TATTOO ON MY PIC. wow, not like your the one that designed the damn thing. i designed most of my tatoos but i guess not every one is that tallented i guess -
i am kat i am THE ASSHOLE if you are stupid or easily offended dont read my posts
hello lj world. it is the one the only king asshole the kat. and it seems like i have hurt stupid peoples feeling. on the other hand i have heard that others find my ranting humorus. do not think that this is any way an appology for my actions past present or future. i am the kat, the number one asshole (others that thought you were i guess you ( Read more... )