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[krazee_kayluh]

My apartment is filthy.
My dog is pissing all over the floor and tearing all my shit apart.
I'm starving to death,
sleeping,
crying,
doing it again.
And I don't fucking care.
This self destruction, it's soothing, like a lullaby sung before the sleep you don't wake from.

Comments

[jyro]

Darling, what's going on?

[krazee_kayluh]

Robert dumped me.
Cool.
I've lost 8 pounds. I wanted to lose weight, but I never wanted it to be because I was starving myself to death. I eat once a day, a dinner salad, or some crackers. It's highly unhealthy. I just don't have the desire to feed myself.

[jyro]

When did this happen? I go away for a week and everything falls apart :\.

Are you doing this because your simply too depressed to eat, or are you punishing yourself?

I wanna give you a hug soooo bad right now :(, the kind that lasts for a good hour.

[krazee_kayluh]

I'm too depressed.

[verbalvandalism]

HEY!!!!!!!!!!

[krazee_kayluh]

HEY!!!!!!!!

[verbalvandalism]

what have you been up to?

When are we going to get coffee?...on me.

[krazee_kayluh]

Whenever