Weakness...my ultimate fear

[krazy0077]

I thought I'd be the last girl to ever let myself fall.
I keep looking back at these past 11 months
and wondering, what happened?
I was always the girl who didn't need a guy.
I was so strong.
I never had emotion.
I could leave at any moment...
and force myself to not feel a thing.
I was always in control.
The bitch in charge.
There was no room in my future

Comments

[froglvr]

girl you can do it.
shit i'm still trying to do it.
i feel so incomplete without bud.
its fucked up.
but its just change
like you were with nick for about the same amt of time i was with buddy.

boyfriends are always nice.
and its always a pain in the ass to find a guy who you love as much as you loved that other guy. mainly because college guys suck dick and are complete assholes which makes everything worse because all you can do is think about how much better your ex was compared to these fuckers.

uhh.
i hope time will heal this.
i miss him so much.
and he's still being a dick
and it hurts me so bad.

just read my entry if youre curious because i'm sick of talkig about it.