The mountain had been calling me since my arrival back on campus, but i had pushed away. I needed to hit a wall, and that finally happened. Don't get me wrong, I don't really like hitting walls, but they are much needed in my world ( Read more... )

but i don't feel like going into details today. but it is new year's eve ( Read more... )

i had planned to head to bed. My parents were already there and the TV felt like a loud intruder, especially with such a serene picture waiting out the window. I made my way to the back door for one more moment. I wanted to take in the beauty. The snow sat completely untouched, and the dim of the night seemed to call to me ( Read more... )

a beer and zach gilifianakis (i think i spelled that right) made my night oh so much better ( Read more... )

the boy got sick. so no coffee.

and now i am watching tv with pizza on a plate and a fat tire in my hand.

this isn't what i thought christmas eve would turn into.

midnight mass tonight with val and jeff. i figure that is better than nothing.
i am actually looking forward to it.

the mud squished beneath my feet, and i felt the slight slip of my shoe as i pressed my weight into it, providing momentum for my body to keep going ( Read more... )

i read postsecret pretty much every week. This week the author didn't post any new secrets, but this was poster. Someone went to buy the new book and this was stuck between the pages (it is pretty common for people to add their own secrets to the books at the stores ( Read more... )

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give ( Read more... )

i found this. and its a little lame, yes. but at the same time i feel like its been the motto of my summer. for better or for worse ( Read more... )

two years ago:

"i want to search your heart friend. to know the ins and outs, the ups and downs.

one day i will have the courage to do the same to mine."

i still don't have the courage.