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The movies were great.
this certain boy treated me very nicely.
i had forgotten how that feels.
Me&Shai took some hott pictures. i liked them a lot.

[[Today.]]
i didn't feel good. so i stayed home.
I got so bored i started doing LAUNDRY.
yah, it was pretty strange.
I kinda missed school.
this weekend seemed so long, for some reason.
I felt like i hadn't seen ( Read more... )

list of dreams ;
1. To be a skater.(i wish the skaters didnt hate me.)
2. To be so creative and different people will truely envy me.
3. To have one really good friend.
4. Make all As next year so i can get my belly button peirced.
5. Get a job at my age; i think it would be fun to work.

the past few days haven't been good.
at all, but somehow, i'm happy with what happened.
it made me realize i don't need him for everything.
i don't want him to crawl back to me when he realizes he isn't going to get another girlfriend.
it feels good. i'm know i'm not the pathetic one anymore. he is.
muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hehe i'm so happy.

i guess i was too young to be in love.

Here is to all the people who tell me i'm too young to be in Love.

Cody; i'm shy.
Jill; you aren't shy!
Cody; well not around you because you're like my wife.

love is red.
&&
i'm no longer colorblind.

this weekend=soopah cool.
friday was off the heezy fo cheezy.
movies.morgans.TACOBELLisopen.
saturday.gas station. 
them Lil Diggers.-volleyball rocks.
cody and kyle came over. tons of fun.
ringring morgan ringring.
church.morgan's gone. yussss. dairy queen.
layout.

bordum.

i would die without him.
the things he says, 
the things he does.
our stupid little bets.
[which i lose everytime.]
ilovehim.
he makes me happy when i'm sad.
and when i just want to diiiie, he gives me a reason to live.

so now i know.. i will always be in love with cody withers.

why can't i just die.
go to heaven and be happy.
but no i am stuck in this hell hole they call chelsea alabama. stuck with eric and joy hallmark.
God, help me.

incase you missed it, here are a few events that have happened lately.
::me and cody are back together. sighs.::
::i cant try out for cheer cause my gay mom is changing around all this shit that i said. and now she is telling me that i said i didnt want to tryout: which i never said that to her.::
i got in a tanning bed this weekend and flipped out.
i' ( Read more... )