"You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through".   If only i had the confidence. I have it all worked ot in my mind and yet, cannot bring myself to say it to that one person who needs to hear it.   "I wasted time, and now doth time waste me". William Shakespeare

Ok, so i decided to go with the idea of putting one thing behind me and aiming for this guy. I ended that strange thing that was going on. Now all i have to do is to build up enough courage to tell him how i feel. Wish me luck - i'm gonna need it.

I really like someone but don't have the guts to tell him. Then there's this wierd thing going on with someone else. It's really not like me, i've no idea what i'm doing anymore and maybe i should just forget about the whole thing? I don't know.
It's strange.
Oh, and i'm not in college because i spent most of the night awake. Partly thinking about ( Read more... )

Why? Why am i so stupid?

Things that are 'different' are not always bad, as i have very recently discovered. Infact, i am beginning to see a new side of life that i believe is becoming very enjoyable.

Why has everything got to be so bloody complicated?

Right guys, i'm 18 tommorrow. Having a bbq, then going out. Probably only into South Molton because i can't be assed to sort a taxi or anything. So, this is an invite for anyone who is free tommorrow evening!

Still bored! Why is nobody on msn at this time of day?

I am still awake, cannot sleep, am really bored.

Been thinking and last nite has left me thinking that i am at my happiest when i am with someone. My aim for the moment (other than getting into uni)is to find myself a guy. I am going to cure my loneliness.

About time i updated and what a time to do it. Been asleep all afternoon, now i am no longer tired and have nothing to do.

Just want to thank everyone for coming to my party last night. I had a wicked time even though there are some moments in which a blank space sits in my memory. What happened??? Nah, remember most of it. I apologise for my mad ( Read more... )