I listen to the raindrops ( Read more... )

i want another tattoo already. looked at a bunch today and i fell in love with a bunch of 'em. things have been calming down a little bit for me lately, however, in another sense, they may be getting a little more complicated as well.... lol i guess that makes just a little sense. The only thing that is really hurting me know is that my mom is ( Read more... )

Redneck Test ( Read more... )

i most definitely have not been getting enough sleep lately. and i think this is the most ive posted in one day/night/morning session in awhile...wow. but yeah, here it is, almost 7, and like i have been the past couple of nights, im still not tired enough for sleep. what the hell is my problem? i dont like it. i think my mind races too much. i ( Read more... )

so now steven thinks its just the most god awful thing in the world what jen and i did, about the fake profiles and dates and stuff tonight... what the fuck ever. but he wont for once tell his sister what he thinks of her and her fucking rendevous with the stranger in the back room of a fucking gas station...or her accepting pills from some strange ( Read more... )

tomorrow is going to be fucking hilarious. we have set up dates with 2 different people...to stand them up. at waffle house, at 6pm, a 37/38 year old couple from rolla plans to meet a 20 year old girl, omg its fucking great. and then, at 7, i forgot his age, but some guy is going to meet this girl also.. haha its gonna be wonderful, cause we are ( Read more... )

on a happier note, if i were given the opportunity to spend closer time with a certain someone, i could end up making myself crazy happy in the sense ive wanted to be for like, 4 1/2 years, seeing as though steven and i arent working. and no, im not talking about anyone from a previous relationship, incase you guys are wondering. this one is ( Read more... )

'round and 'round it goes... where it will end, nobody knows. Hi, I'm stupid! GRR... once again, I just wanna go on a FUCK THIS FUCK THAT rampage...but I guess you guys got the point. This is just ridiculous. I don't know what anyone is doing.. Me and Steven... are in this fucking endless circle of bullshit, and it's just causing heartache after ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

FUCK YOU, FUCK THIS, FUCK TRYING, FUCK IT! FUCK FUCKING EVERYTHING!!!!!

well, i just worked my first overnight 8 hour shift at dennys. i gotta say, it wasnt too bad. but they were crazy busy, so i just went around and sat some people did some drinks and bussed some tables. and rolled a hell of a lot of silverware. i finally got to learn some real stuff at 4am... that was all the sidework stuff, which is, surprisingly, ( Read more... )