fall break has been so nice so far. i love sleeping in. tonight is sectional and i guess i'm excited. i would be more excited if we weren't goin to end up gettin our asses handed to us in the final game. oh well. there was nothin to do again last night so i was me and kimbo once again. i love her but we really are losers..lol. i wish the boys that ( Read more... )

people wonder why i never have a boyfriend and i'll tell you why. it's because everytime i try to let someone into my life they turn around and do something to hurt me. i can't believe he's doing this to me again. actually i can't believe i let him do this to me again. i'm so stupid. i knew he wouldn't do what he said he always says that. maybe he ( Read more... )

i hate wanting what i can't have. this isn't the first time this has happened. in fact, it has happened alot. i wish things were different.

so much has been happening. i feel like i have a million things to do and i should really take charge and do them but i just don't care anymore. like the other day i got a C on a us history test which would usually devastate me, but i didn't even care. i don't know what's gotten into me. i like it. i like having fun and not worrying so much.

well where do i start....volleyball sucks right now. it's not any fun anymore. it used to be my favorite sport but now i hate it. basketball conditioning started today. i'm so glad i never have to go to that. besides that everything is goin pretty good. school is school, hate it but we have to deal with it. i'm kinda excited though because we've ( Read more... )

wow its been a while, but nothing much is new. school sucks of course. volleyball isn't goin too bad. last night was kinda rough but we made it through..2-0 bitches! still no guys in my life. imagine that.i mean i always have a few in the back of my mind but nothing will ever happen with them. the only thing i'm liking about this school year is the ( Read more... )

why does fun stuff ahav to happen on the nights i already have stuff to do??? any other night they would have just sat atround. i don't understand. guess that's how it goes. by teh wya i hate boys! they drive me insane!

this week has been so fun and i don't even know why. i guess because i haven't been home much. no sitting around on my ass waiting on something to do. tonight i went to the meade county fair with kim and amber and some people...kimbo, you crack me up, i love ya, but i really thought you were gonna blow that one time...lol. i'm so happy that we ( Read more... )

well i'm back. PCB was fun, i guess. i've never really known that city for lacking in hot guys but last week it definitly was. seemed like all the hot ones had girls with them. boo for that. oh well at least i got a nice tan. that's what the beach is for anyways. i was ready to hang out with my friends tonight but it turns out that most of them had ( Read more... )

what do you do when you think someone likes you but you don't have any of those same feelings toward him? if he isn't one of your best friends you blow him off but if he is how do you explain that you don't think of him like that without hurting him. i'm not even sure if he feels that way about me, maybe i'm crazy. hopefully i'm crazy. i don't ( Read more... )