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Here we go again
My heart is in trouble. If only he would of not rested his head on my lap. If only he would not have caressed my hands. If only he hadn't wrapped his arms around me. If only he hadn't pulled me close and given me the softest, sweetest most sensual kiss I have ever had ( Read more... ) -
3 little angels
I fell in love with a boy named Axel. He's 3 and an absolute terror! In a good way of course. He has a lot of energy and is not afraid to jump off of anything. He has two older sisters and they dont have a father, only a mother who doesn't really want them. All three of them live with their grandparents in Mexicali. They are great kids and just ( Read more... ) -
Summer
I hate how humid the past few days have been. I think I'm going to go stay the weekend with my brother David. He just got his house in San Jacinto and its all dry heat there. I love his house, its big and spacious and new. I always found track homes a bit boring and generic but they are still nice ( Read more... ) -
Tia Vanessa
It has now been confirmed. Roy's girlfriend is pregnant. So that means Kristina (Joe's wife) is due in November and Adriana (Roy's gf) is due in April. Two new babies will be joining our family. Roy plans to marry Adriana some time next year not sure on the date yet. I hope everything comes out great. It's interesting that all of my brothers have ( Read more... ) -
Incandescent
One week and six books later it has been an interesting week. One because I can't believe I ravaged through those books and two because it has been full of good and bad, highs and lows. All the while filling every available moment with a book. I am currently in love with Tanya Huff although she is Canadian so at times the lingo throws me off. It's ( Read more... ) -
never again
I have a bitter taste in my mouth. Something happened that pushed me to the edge of self control and the rush of adrenalin gave me a panic attack. It gave me a panic attack because at that moment I knew that death was inevitable and like a speeding train I could not stop it. After the initial shock of it I regained my self and went into action. Did ( Read more... ) -
Hey there Delilah
I love that song and I have always loved the name Delilah ( Read more... ) -
Pain
Ok I just can't stand it anymore. Being in pain has made me so moody. I am going now on two weeks like this, I don't want to be drugged up all the time but damn it the pain is just not going away. I haven't taken anything in over a week. I decided since it wasn't helping me it wasn't worth it to be all drugged up. All you end up doing is building ( Read more... ) -
Finally home
I'm back! Ok so for the past month I have been traveling. I come home for a few days then take off again. This last trip was to El Paso to visit my cousin. We had a great time except that my back as usual gave out so I was in horrible pain. I was planning to head to San Antonio then New Orleans but I canceled because the pain was more than I could ( Read more... ) -
Lustful
Its official! I need to get laid. I hate this time of the month when I just feel like an animal in heat. Sometimes we forget we are animals with instincts, but its times like these that I most certainly get reminded. This is when I run the danger of hooking up with the wrong person out of complete and utter lust. Now usually I do have a "friend" I ( Read more... )