Ha! Today started out rocky but got a little better by the afternoon and looks like its gonna end with a boom... big boom... big batta boom! HAHA! He's gonna try and restore my faith in cops... we'll see about that. Wow I cant believe how long we have known eachother now. It sure ain't love but he is so irrisistable at times.

I just finished updating my benefits. Got my medical, dental, vision and life insurance in place. Then I looked at my investments in my 401k and checked my retirement fund. I feel like such an adult! This can't be happening to me! Thats it I need to do something completely irresponsible.......... oh yeah, I'm learning how to ride a motorcycle :D

I finally quit Target. I hated not having time to myself. Now I do! However its been three months now working both jobs and not investing real time to the social life, that I feel really out of the loop with all my friends. Not to mention a slight lack of testosterone in my life. I say slight because I still have Dan :) who's company I truly enjoy ( Read more... )

Christopher Taylor..... oh how you like to stir up trouble! I personaly have a coach seat on a plane going to hell and chris is on his way to board the plane. All I gotta say is WELCOME! You wanna sit next to me?

We still haven't talked. I really miss him. I really messed up this time. The tough sarcasm of a wall I put up has managed to really fuck things up for me. I wonder if he will ever speak to me again. To think that I had even applyed to schools up north just to be closer to him. He actually wanted to move out and get our own place, somewhere in the ( Read more... )

he's gone *sniffle**sniffle*........

oh well.

got to see him saturday night spent a couple of hours together before his flight :(

this really sucks. i really hate it every time he leaves. it's just harder every time.

give me a week and i'll get over it :/

wednesday night my parents were out of town so Jacob spent the night ( Read more... )

Yeah.........

Kissed Dan again.

I dont know what I was thinking, oh wait I wasn't. Grain of salt.

:/ what to do...

..... haha Jacob just called me to let me know he's here.

Jacob is coming in a few days.

I'm not too sure where were going with this but I decided I dont care. This is just one that I'm going to take day by day and enjoy the moment. No point in having expectations on long distance relationships.

I LOVE BELANOVA ( Read more... )