Dec 14, 2005 00:20
I hurt so badly right now and I can't talk to the person who's standing right in front of me trying to make a genuine effort to speak to me.
I'm freaking out so badly, feel like the walls are closing in on me and I can't leave b/c if I do I will have lost this battle with myself.
I hate myself and everything around me right now....
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Don't forget that you are strong, loved, beautiful, and deserving of happiness. Don't let ANYONE or ANYTHING stand in your way! If this is getting you to the point where irrational thoughts are becoming all too frequent...remove the cause. I'm serious, get it (her) the HELL AWAY from you and fast. The only way you are going to get through this, and possibly save your friendship with her, is to take time to get a grip on your life and feelings...then try to work through it with Rachel.
I know you want her out YESTERDAY, but just hold on a little longer and lean on me (and Audra) for support. I will be here for you. And remember, hanging out with your friends is not running away.
xoxo, my deepest love and strength is being sent your way!
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