i cant spell. but hey, we all have our faults. team eleven is finally coming together, we're on purevolume, we're making some really nice recordings of the songs with the full band, and just having a good time with it in general. Hopefully we'll be getting on some shows really soon, and making this whole thing go somewhere. So stick around for ( Read more... )

last call motherfuckers. this wednsday. new years eve. 3pm. we leave for death and destruction in rhode island at hte baddest ass party you've ever fucking had the privledge of enduring. so get hte fuck in touch with me matt or gary and we will bring you to the promised land. we'll drink til nothing fucking matters and it will be blissful ( Read more... )

I need to get drunk and meet more friends cause when mine leave for school i'm going to be bored as fuck. I'm staying home for anyone that hasn't heard yet. So long island whatwhat for good. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but i suppose i'll find out. Anyway, so yeah have lots of parties. That's what i decided this week, ( Read more... )

i write down channels on my hand when there's something good on cable that i look up online and am going up to bed. It's way fun.

just thought you all should know.

I cleaned my basement today. rock. and it's still only 1:30pm. I rule. Today might be a good day ( Read more... )

and then i stop. and think about my life. and then i write. hello ( Read more... )

i don't know what love is anymore...

Just someone please, just fucking shoot me.

So, i feel dead. I just thought everyone should know that. I feel dead inside. And it's easier to ignore it than to deal with it. So, i've been receding from my life. Awesome decision. Awesome. Well, i guess nobody can complain, they haven't been in my shoes. The walls are just crumbling down on me and now I'm standing in the dust of the ( Read more... )

As may be immagined, my mind has been on overhaul lately. Overburdened by questions of self, life, and almost everything that can be questioned. Through pain and sorrow, joy and guilt, i have been taken on this ride these past few weeks. At points overcome by doubt and at others surprised by my own confidence, I have lived what most do not live ( Read more... )

so this is a post about jackie. i could write a whole journal about her, but that would just take too much time and i don't think anyone would read for that long, although it would be a fascinating tale of a beautiful girl falling in love. For now, i think i'll condence though. I think i can sum it up in a few words. Jackie is amazing. Sorry ( Read more... )