LATE NIGHT CONTEMPLATIONS:

[krazykapnkarl]

I just spent some time laying in bed listening to some music and just thinking about stuff, particularly life at school. I was thinking about how everything in life seemed so much better spring of last year compared to fall of this year. Because everything was better last year for me, my friendships, social life, and school in general. At first

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[draconis_spear]

It's refreshing, in a sad sort of way, to hear someone echoing all the same concerns that have been going on in my head over the past few months as well. This semester was certainly not as fun, not as social, not as reckless, not as...well, adventurous I suppose would be the word for it. You talk about seclusion; I've spent entire weekends in my room playing videogames, coming out only for food with Julie. With no one else "flying high", as you call it, I fell back to my old habits of seclusion as well.

...I don't know what to do. Situations arising at home have forced me to feel like I've aged 3 years in 2 days. Somehow, we need to kick back and enjoy the college experience next semester...or so help me, I'm going to lose it.

But anyway. Merry Christmas!

[geminiaria]

We sound like depressed old people. We're in college, and we live with our best friends...we are pathetic;p. I think we need to break the cycle of all work and no time to relax next semester. First semester we could make excuses like schisms and heavy workloads and stuff, but break has made me look at how much I miss having things the way they used to be. Even though I was never an integral member of the pnh, you guys ended up being the best friends I've ever had. It seems so wrong to waste the time we have together because it is precious ...corny as it sounds;p. I realized that last semester I got reclusive and frumpy (ick!!!). Next semester, I really want to embrace the moment more because we are almost 1/2 way done...and I can't handle that!