"I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses, in order to acheive the unknown."

Jim Morrison,  I hate you.

Surprise I
hide Thy
Say about and when
for thee
soul needs
and hearts
above.
Found her
Thats me
hope they
Have key
so their
may not
be living
with said
out love.
angry builds
and subsides
on a happy 
simple surprise

At  an instant ( Read more... )

Don't DON'T ( Read more... )

No,
I don't feel comfortable,
and no I don't want him here.
I'm never home don't you see?
I'm never there.
Last night I fell asleep in my bed,
so tense.
and I haven't since,
the begining.

Get the fuck away from me.
you prick.
yes, a hug is to much to ask.

I should treat you like family?

I should treat you like family?

Well I guess you should have treated me like ( Read more... )

based my life off
"A life without love, is no life at all"

believing that all happiness grows from love.

thinking all morals are based around love.

love keeps you sane.

God only accepts those who have love in their heart.

Because God is love. 

 Today I am self hating ( Read more... )

"If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"

there is someone,
in which everytime they come about the same thought comes through my mind...

I WISH he would die.

and I know I do not truly mean this,
it's just that I despise this person so much the most awful thing comes to my mind to wish upon him.
I decided to change my thoughts to ( Read more... )

Tornado weather,
uh,oh....
it seems my emotions have escaped me....
I
Might 
Just,
                  Go outside,
in the pouring rain......
take it in, feel it completely, and hope it doesn't tear me apart.

The trees look frightened and helpless,
and I feel guilty watching.
The grass
 is evil
 and greedy
 with this rain
 I see it
 spiked like on tip toes
 to reach ( Read more... )

A friend,
A friend indeed.
and it didn't even take me an hour from departure...
So much I wish I would have said
doesn't matter
and I know in that hug he was trying to say it all to me...
A friend,
My best friend indeed.
and I can't believe my eyes....
they sting.
So much I wish I would have said
and how selfish of me, to think I will hurt more...
I can not ( Read more... )