OK so now that I am home im making a note of what I want to do ( Read more... )

Nothing seems to be the way ( Read more... )

ok so i founs davin on myspace. tell me why this makes me giddy and why i want to see him more than anything. ON top of that he's single which makes me incredibly happy. Could i really still have a crush on him after all this time? I mean seriously i havent seen the kid since like graduation. its been a while. maybe i will see him when i get back ( Read more... )

my back is seriously scaring me now. i dont want surgery. i have no health insurance. im so scared.

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HOw the hell can i defend my feelings when all i get is a voicemail. every single time. how can he NOT understand why I feel ignored. I mean come on. Even if he is busy he could text and say hi or quick call to say have a good day. God knows I do it. What the fuck. that is no excuse. how am i supposed to feel seriously. did a boulder drop on your ( Read more... )

I know you have been busy and Im glad you get to spend time with your family, I mean i relate so much to that, more than you know. And when I talk to you its very short and online, and I guess it just made me feel like you didnt want me around right now ( Read more... )

I'm a very understanding person, I mean I try to be. I try to be there for all my friends and help them out when they need it. But why does it feel like when I'm hurting, no one is around ( Read more... )

adding to my list:

sing with a live band to some punk version of a son of a preacher man or like a prayer

hehe

my car blows

that is all.

ok so this is a listof things i wanna do before im thirty.. ok at least in this lifetime ( Read more... )