Another joyfull holiday family get together, my they can never end soon enough, I really do hate them, its not like I get to see people I normally don't. We usually go to my sister and brother-in-laws. Lets see, I see my parents pretty much everyday. My sister works at a bank out by our home, so I see her almost everyday, when she comes home for ( Read more... )

So, I got the MRI results back, and there is indeed a tumor growing in my head. So, I got to go in for surgury. I guess whats happening is its growing on the inside of my skull, but since it is still growing, its pushing on my brain, which is whats causing the problems. The biggest thing that bugs me, that Ill have to be bed ridden for about a ( Read more... )

So, I got the results of my CAT scan, and they did find somthing, but the scan was inconclusive, as to what, so now I have to go in tomarrow for an MRI, so yeah loads of fun. If, it is a tumor or somthing terminal, I wish it would just kill me already.

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So, after months of having my knife collection hiden from me out of fear I would hurt myself, I got my knifes back(well some of them anyways) And I must say the feelings are coming back and they are tempting. Dispite being able to hang out with friends alot more than I use to(due to all of our sceduels) the depression is still there, and running ( Read more... )

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So most gamers, have probably been following the whole Jack Thompson thing....You know, its one thing to express an opinion, and to fight for what you feel to be right, but you take it in a very wrong direction when you attempt to arrest and/or sue, anyone who questions you about it. Also his "Modest Video Game Proposal" is offensive in a number ( Read more... )

Interesting week...... So, the last few months, I've been having episodes where my body just shuts down, and I collapse, so I finally go to the doctor, and it seems, I may have a brain tumor causing this, so I have to go in for a CAT scan ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm a pessimist.....The glass is not only half empty...its fucking cracked too.