I cannot wait till thursday.. it wont come fast enough... I hope I can muster up some concentration to study for all my tests and exams this week... I will tell someone thursday... maybe it will help... maybe not... maybe the false hope will stop then... I can only try to think positive... and try to stop blaming myself.

Damn... that was one of the hardest things I will ever have to do in my life... and I have do it again... are they crazy?? Why do they want to see me cry?!?!

I cant do this anymore... I guess its time to take that jump... Kristen.. please back me up on this... I really need it now... I need the strength to go through those doors today... I cant wait any longer.... these tears need to cease.

well..you learned some things from this relationship and had some good times and memories were made...now you need to take these things from the relationship and apply them to new relationships ( Read more... )

I have fucking lost my mind... no... really... I have

My heart is pounding.. am I making the biggest mistake of my life... I know he is trying to help me by giving me something to have hope for... but I think all hope is lost.

SAVAGE GARDEN LYRICS ( Read more... )

I love getting out of work late and seeing the clear sky and all of the stars. It is so pretty. And... it is finally cold outside... its a lot o perfect nights to see.... if I only had someone to cuddle with underneath the stars, life would be perfect ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to my sister's Candle party... and it was fun. I met Anthony's mom... who is really really nice! But then things went downhill... my mom called Christine's boyfrined Jason... I about died... then I saw a picture of Jess's from new orleans on her tv stand... and jason and I were in it together and it mad me really really really really ( Read more... )

I smell like baby poo!! Lol!! I cannot wait to have kids!!