i dont know when i find the time to actually do things that are fun...lately i haven't had time to chill with my friends or go out...everytime i decide to do something i am reminded that i have another paper to write or i have a project to complete and it is really startin to wear me out. i do have my random fun times when celvin decides to come ( Read more... )

wow my internet decided to work...i havent been online in forver i was startin to miss it...haha! but anyways valentine's day sucked...thanks celvin you are the greatest (are you sensing my sarcasm). hating school and all the lil fake a.ss bitches there...but its oookay =) because my future does not concern lil a.ss kids. i'm gettin the school ( Read more... )

ok...so i thought for a second that i knew what i wanted and then i decided that i didnt want it...and now im not sure, i mean i know i want you but i dont kno if it will "work out". i have school and you have school AND work and we dont really have time for each other. its not that i DONT want to be with you...it really isnt...its just i dont know ( Read more... )

it is sooo funny how girls like to focus their attention on my relationships and not on their own...im guessin that their realtionships would have a higher chance of workin out if they were not soo focused on tryin to fuck wit mines or tryin to find out every minute detail about who is in my life...im sick of meetin guys that come along with the ( Read more... )

sometimes you just gotta learn to let go...let go of everything no matter how much you think it will hurt you. i cant keep holding on to the fear of getting hurt. it is time for me to let go and take my chances. everyone gets hurt; its an everyday part of life and it is selfish of me to push everyone away and hold myself back from moving forward. ( Read more... )

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i just hope this isn't a mistake...

for my own reasons i have come the conclusion that you are just like all of the other guys that have ever tried talking to me...each and every one of them...no matter how much you try and convince me, you will never be any different from any of them. you kno all of the right things to say and do and you never ( Read more... )

anna-stop holdin onto something that just isnt there...it didn't work out the first time, its not gonna work out the second time around...he doesnt respect you and he stays messin up. he can't keep to the truth...he is possessive...he only pretends to be a good guy. he isn't worth the struggle and you should know that by now. you could find so much ( Read more... )

today was so stressful...it took me twenty minutes to wake up this morning i was sooo tired and im not sure why, but it was really hard for me to get up. i got dressed and all that blah blah blah and then i went upstairs and as soon as my mom sees my head pop outta the corner she starts yellin...i dont know what is up wit her, but man the whole ( Read more... )