all nighter for me haha, only cause i'm a procrastinator, but at least i'm doing it :P....course i'm way behind but lets keep that on the DL haha.......seriously i was so pissed at someoen today.....it really isn't fair at all.....complete bull......haha i wastched two movies......one i got sad at whne i shouldn't have considering its suposed to ( Read more... )

ugh....last night was so depressing.......then there was a little liftup, but i'm sure it wasn't real.........i just have to make it till it gets colder........winter, winter, winter, winter, winter.......then it can go back the way it used to be.......and it can all be ok again.....

ugh now i'm sick............plz just stop ADDING things.......i mean its bad enough as is, and now certain ppl, and sick........ugh..............weekend, yayay, time to feel like an uber loser...........i'm tired i should go to bed....

i keep waiting for things to get better.....its horrible

downdowndwon only way to go apparently.......so yea lets add 2 more things......first of all friends tell me that we should sti together at the games for purdue.........so i bitch and bitch and bitch at my parents till they give me the money.....and then they go and get the tickets without me so i can't sit with them....so i can't sit with anyone, ( Read more... )

hmmmm i'm nervous about tuesday it is like my first tst of my hw and studdying ability, i guess by tuesday i mean monday night..........grrr *scared* is hould do stuff like now but i'm exhausted......i'm out...

every day gets worse......and to magnify how abnormal i am everyone screams how much college kicks ass......i'm not there......i bet i'll be like my fucking cousin....completely antisocial, hating it all, thinking i'm superior to everyone evne though i'm just a complete loser who doesn't hae the ability to make and keep friends.....that's me right ( Read more... )

so yea.......everyone can start the "mehran you're so worthless" stuff again......you know as expected....and it turns out instead of being cool my roommate is an annoying arrogant person.....great......(not only my opinion ask anyone who has sat in the room with him for like 10 minutes)......but yea.....*continues to hate it*.....everyone have fun ( Read more... )

remember.....just keep it level......i have this feeling i'm gonna hate bio lab, it keeps nagging at me.....

well this shit puts the icing on the cake.....i have officially lost all happiness in my life.....made me happy enough yesterday to actually make me.....happy through everythign...but tore me down so far tonight that it isn't worth it anymore....i'll just hate everything, and feel hopeless on an even keel.....