Of all the things I believe in, I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

You know, for me, most of the time it's easy for me to say I've forgotten him because I'm with Robbie. It's easy for me to say I've forgotten that year and a half of my life with Rende, the year and a half of ( Read more... )

Haha, well. People have been telling me to take a break from life at the moment. Considering it's summer holidays and I haven't really stopped moving :P My busy week starts yet again tomorrow, beginning with hanging out with Robbie and then going to my work's Christmas Party. After that, guess what a good week it's going to be? -sarcastic- I have a ( Read more... )

I think I finally understand now. What people mean when they say music is their life, I mean. You know, I went through a stage of not understanding how music could be life, how music was life, and how music would ever be life. To me it just used to be something I enjoyed and something that was there. It's always just be there. But now I think I ( Read more... )

Wow, I've been so busy haha. And I've eaten so much good food, yummm :] But I think my body is developing a junk-food resistance or something like that. Anyway, I can't remember when my last entry was so I'll work my way backwards from today.

Today we went to Waiwera Thermal. We were gonna catch the bus at like, 9:30 and get there at 10:30 but turns ( Read more... )

 I have got to stop obsessing over MCR D:

 Well, guess what I went to tonight? MY CHEMICAL ROMANCEEEEE :D I have to say, it was the single MOST amazing thing that I've ever seen. Like, Justin Timberlake's performance was brilliant in the terms of 'HEYY HAVE SEX WITH ME' and stuff, but MCR's was just like. Stunning. They had flames and fireworks and massive explosions. I could probably even ( Read more... )

stop.

i can't take it anymore.

(and the world's shooting colours
flooding shades of sepia and
splashes of grey)

where did you hide, my memories?
did the crosshair on your gun
finally find the target
you'd lusted to kill?

or maybe it was me all along...

did you come for me tonight
to lead me into the line of fire?
or simply to tap me on the shoulder
and ( Read more... )

Wow, exams are finally over. It kinda feels surreal considering I'm so used to them that I expect another one to pop up tomorrow or something, but I walked home smiling today. While listening to Ronnie Day, and just having the sun shining down on me, it felt like the world was finally good. That life was finally good ( Read more... )

 ...I HATE THAT LIVEJOURNAL DOESN'T AUTO-SAVE SHIT ANYMORE.

Anyway. I don't know why I keep starting journals again. I guess I always get bored of the name and stuff, and somehow I end up being stuck with yet another LJ which I probably won't use for long, haha. I'm good at that 'getting bored' thing :]

I decided to start another LJ and actually ( Read more... )

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