From Safety to Where...?

Dec 26, 2008 02:24

I think about her when I see disasters on the news. I was sitting in the airport watching a piece about the broken water main in Maryland last week, gazing at footage of a deluge stranding cars and the daring helicopter rescues of the passengers. I imagined we were stranded in a life or death situation and how I would have told her that I loved her ( Read more... )

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c00kie666 December 26 2008, 15:30:50 UTC
I'll be at the outerbanks for new years, but after that you should comeover for drinks at my place!

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iamjustjules December 26 2008, 23:15:30 UTC
i get you. the good news is, it gets easier. i had semi-panic attacks for a time when certain things brought up old memories. but like all things, it gets lessens - like heroin withdrawl. Just keep moving forward like a shark and try and avoid saying anything about the person, positive or negative. don't get drunk and mopey, listen to Queen when you feel a downturn, because you can never be sad when you hear "Bicycle." oh, and don't drink yourself to stupidity and gain 40 lbs.

let's get a drink. what're you doing early on new years eve?

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chatnoir December 28 2008, 15:45:00 UTC
I am always sad when I hear that horrible, horrible song.

As everyone else has said, it'll get better if you just give it time. That was nearly the worst part about it, though--I wanted to be better NOW and it just wasn't happening until some indeterminate point in the future.

You are a wonderful sweet dude and I predict awesomeness in your near future.

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(not saying she aint the best) but fullscale008 December 27 2008, 21:39:09 UTC
better babes are on the way
a short phrase to always believe in

Protect ya neck has never seemed the same to me
since our recent bouts of spousal abuse.

search Henri Cartier-Bresson on google. always brings some peace in this kinda season.

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This is my final word, I think iamjustjules January 6 2009, 14:54:08 UTC
Recently you made an online post about the effects of a breakup. This seems to be something that hits men harder than one ever thought possible, or ever tried to explain to me. I never thought it would affect me until, well, 2 months after my own situation, I was drinking a glass of wine after going to the gym. At 7am. However, I got much better and finally feel like my old, happy self ( ... )

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