I'm sorry if it seems like I've ever been "hiding" from you. I try not to. Sometimes I think people just don't need me as a friend anymore so I feel awkward trying to start a conversation.
So many of my friends have faded away because they went elsewhere with their lives.
i'm so sorry that i haven't been there the way you probably need someone to be... i've been having fun trying to deal with my own depression lately. what with counseling (and trying to spell that sucks) and tutoring a spoiled little girl and just... many things have seemed to build up and i've created a barrier around myself... one of my best friends seems to have changed so much and i don't know her anymore... and it's just... a lot has changed since last year... shoot, i've changed quite a bit in the last few months. but it's weird because there is still the little girl hidding deep inside me, afraid to come out just as she's always been there... it's the part of me that i don't know if it'll ever change. ha ha ha... i didn't expect to write all that... lol i love ya steph... i think i'm gonna call you right after i read the other entry you left... it's about 5:30 now so... i hope you're not eating... well, i'll tty soon!!
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So many of my friends have faded away because they went elsewhere with their lives.
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