yep...grounded. so heres the story:

i was at mikels helping him with chem and stuff. then luisa (o ya...She is luisa/ellie. i figured saying She was pointless cuz everyone already knos who im talking aboout n e ways) and allan had to go home. i didnt really want to be at mikels with only mikel, so i left with them. but i didnt really feel like ( Read more... )

i assume most of u guys just glanced at my lj...not really reading it. however, i highly suggest that u read the story i posted on oct 30. its called footsteps in the sand. its a very popular story...so meaningful.

it was sweet, yes. but is it sweeter since 2 moons have passed?

leave them wanting more...

it happened...but then IT happened. my heart just about exploded with joy

my dad is a fucking asshole. i told him i was going to mikels...but i didnt tell him that She was picking me up. he didnt like that. and he didnt believe that i was goving to mikels...which i wasnt. how do they always fucking kno?! we had this long ass talk about how im ( Read more... )

i went to church this morning. no tears. just sorrow. im gonna sit at my house on halloween...all day. unless of course She wants to do something. theres just no point in going out ne more. life has become lackluster.

take a chance. the risk is worth the reward.

this morning i went for a drive. i was listening to allans The Who cd and baba o'riley came on. as i was listening to the lyrics, i began to cry. i havent cried in years, so this was a big deal. it felt so good to release some emotion, but i kno that the serentity would be impermanent.

i     c r i e d . . . .

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed ( Read more... )

Reach out your hand if your cup be empty,
If your cup is full may it be again,
Let it be known there is a fountain,
That was not made by the hands of men.

But if you fall you fall alone,
If you should stand then who's to guide you?
If I knew the way I would take you home.

lets sum up the last few days in as few words as possible ( Read more... )

well..i blew the whole grounding thing out of proportion. well i initally thought i'd be grounded forever and that my dad was actually serious. but it turns out that he was being stupid and proves, once again, that he doesnt kno how to ground me...lucky me. the second day of my grounding, he leaves me with an open house...wow. so i go out for ( Read more... )

well this totally blows. i got grounded. this is my first time ever being grounded. usually whenever my parents say that im grounded, they forget within a day or two...but not this time. they caught me for the second time sneaking out...kind of a big deal for me ( Read more... )