I'm probably too angry to post this right now, but I'll try.

[kremmet]

"It's not an excuse, it's the truth. What you're doing is little more than the ignorance you seek to put an end to. I don't mean to say that you are somehow on that level morally, but you are still being blinded in much the same way. I'm sorry; I just can't openly say that hate is not inevitability when everything points to the opposite

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[pacificnic]

Thanks Riley.

Honestly, all this time I've been shutting you out just because I thought you loved playing devil's advocate. I'm tired of people fucking with me... Phil tried to be my friend and I let him back in my life and then he started provoking me again, and at that point in time it was just so much easier to shut him out and say goodbye than to deal with it. It was the same with you. It's funny I should find this today, because I sort of reached that realization a couple nights ago. I still consider everything polar, but I've come to a better understanding of why that is... I think. Either way, I'm much more at peace with the world because I can see where the other side is coming from and why. I don't think I'm right and they're wrong anymore. We all have our opinions and our reasons, and that's ok as long as well all keep fighting for what we believe. I'll never believe that hatred is an inevitability though. Hate is the product of ignorance, and while maybe I was just as ignorant as the other side, that's still a fact to me.

[kremmet]

I do love playing devil's advocate. That's sort of the the way one learns all sides of a conflict.

Ignorance is a part of every moment and time and every creature in the cosmos, whether or not they admit it.

[pacificnic]

So you're saying that you let me back in your life? When did this exactly happen? Better yet, where the Hell was I? I'm sorry, but that's bullshit. If you did consider me back in your life then you have to realize that I probably haven't changed. I've always loved playing devil's advocate, especially with people who are as polar as you.

I mean what I said before, but don't bother replying to me if you don't have anything to say. I can undersand if you just want to vent and I'll let that be an exception, but I don't want you writing to me whenever you get some idea in your head about something I've done or you've done.

The past is the past, you need to just let it go. If that means that this is the last time we share a conversation, so be it.

What the FUCK are you talking about? I know it took me a long time to find this, but I felt that when I did it warranted a response. Jesus. And I didn't mean that I'd let you back into my life, I'd simply meant I chose not to because that would be easier for me.

[kremmet]

Whoops. Actually, that wasn't supposed to go there. Sorry.

You were perfectly justified to respond which is why that post was supposedly deleted.