Oh Sam, I'll ALWAYS love you. <3 If you ever feel like you need a break you are more than welcome to come visit me and relax for a week or whatever. That's a completely honest invitation.
I'm sorry that your father has decided to make a completely stupid decision and hopefully he will come to understand the foolishness of his words. You're a great person. You just need to keep faith in yourself.
I love you hun, I almost feel like I'm doing the exact things these days. I mean, in the terms where I'm just becoming distant from people. It's sort of what I want for awhile... I dunno, I just want to do something new and different for a bit. We are growing up, and it kind of scared me when I realized I wanna go out on my own (since I've lived with and depended on my parents for my whole life) and so forth...
I may not say much to you these days since I'm so busy with school and preparing for transfers, Jewlie loves you though <33333
Ashley is a ho-bag-hag, I will never be nice to her.
I'm a few days late in responding to this, but it's the first time I've looked at LJ in over a week.
Sam, if for any reason this makes you feel better, I don't know many people who *didn't* feel like that in some way. I have no nice name for it ("The 19-21 year old slump"?) but it's there.
I spent several years of my early twenties convinced none of my friends actually liked me and that they were just being polite. Not only that, that my girlfriend at the time didn't really have any idea who I was and didn't really love me.
Okay, so I was actually right about that last part.
I spent the whole time looking at my friends relationships and judging my own against it. How everyone looked like they were so much closer, and so much happier...
...I would of course learn that many of these "Happy Couples" were anything but, and most of my friends were as lost as I was.
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I'm sorry that your father has decided to make a completely stupid decision and hopefully he will come to understand the foolishness of his words. You're a great person. You just need to keep faith in yourself.
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I love you hun, I almost feel like I'm doing the exact things these days. I mean, in the terms where I'm just becoming distant from people. It's sort of what I want for awhile... I dunno, I just want to do something new and different for a bit. We are growing up, and it kind of scared me when I realized I wanna go out on my own (since I've lived with and depended on my parents for my whole life) and so forth...
I may not say much to you these days since I'm so busy with school and preparing for transfers, Jewlie loves you though <33333
Ashley is a ho-bag-hag, I will never be nice to her.
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Sam, if for any reason this makes you feel better, I don't know many people who *didn't* feel like that in some way. I have no nice name for it ("The 19-21 year old slump"?) but it's there.
I spent several years of my early twenties convinced none of my friends actually liked me and that they were just being polite. Not only that, that my girlfriend at the time didn't really have any idea who I was and didn't really love me.
Okay, so I was actually right about that last part.
I spent the whole time looking at my friends relationships and judging my own against it. How everyone looked like they were so much closer, and so much happier...
...I would of course learn that many of these "Happy Couples" were anything but, and most of my friends were as lost as I was.
Just my two cents.
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