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[krhodes2]

Do you ever get that feeling that something is wrong, and something bad is happening and you know that you have no way to stop that feeling? Yea well thats where I am at right now. Its been 3 days since I have talked to steve from a I will call you right back. He is ignoring my text messages and wont return a call. And about two days ago he

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[krhodes2]

yea, he pretty much is, and hes leaving me here in new york to make arrangments in alaska for housing and everything else, and truthfully i wish i could back out now.

I just feel like he has cheated on me, because of how he is acting and the fact that this weekend he spent camping with a bunch of girls. but all well, atleast it was before the wedding. He jsut needs to grow a set of balls and tell me

[krhodes2]

O i know i can back out of the whole wedding thing. What i cannot back out of is the fact the all of my papers with the army have already been transfered to ft. richardson.

Thats the one thing that i cannot back out of that i wish i could. But Hell maybe alaska will be a nice change of scenary. and maybe this all happened for a fricken reason.