Im so stressed out with everything...I just want to break down and cry...I cant understand why i have been getting like this....depressed and stressed out for so long ( Read more... )

Hmmm I couldnt end up going to the NCC party...I had lifeguard training ( Read more... )

Hmmmm so I am helping to plan the NCC party....its going to be up in south dakota!!! woot woot cant wait! Im kinda seeing a hockey player....not sure how that is going to go....I have my gaurd up....he is totally not my type....
....i need to start working out hardcore....its bad
...fat fat fat fat fat....ha

IM A A NATIONAL CHAMPION!!!!!!!!! HOLY FREAKING SHIT ( Read more... )

WE WON CONFERENCE!!!!!!!!!! By a point and a half! WOWWWWWWW :) So exciting! I won Newcomer of the year award also!!! Even more exciting! I didnt swim as fast as I had hoped....but it's ok! I have nationals in a few weeks!

50 Free- 24.41
in the relay 23.6
100 Back- 59.99
in the relay 27.6
100 Fly- 59.6
100 Free 53.8
in the relay- 52.9

Ughh i dont know what to do about Brock...Ive been "talking" with Alex again....I like it....I feel bad for Brock...but im just not interested anymore ( Read more... )

Hmmm right now things are going pretty well.....We only have about 2 more weeks before we start tapering for conference....nervous ( Read more... )

Wow havent written in a while! So much has happened!! I dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

Things between Alex and I are going great....I really like him....I can definately feel myself starting to fall in love with him....something that I really wish I could slow down. Im not sure if Im ready to fall in love again ( Read more... )

OK, so you know how in my last entry I told you about Alex? I drive down to Lincoln to see him every Friday when I get out of practice. Well last Friday Alex asked what I thought about being exclusive!!! It was something that we were both feeling but I, myself, was too scared to mention. So now we are officially dating :) He makes me so giddy.... ( Read more... )