Oops, It Slipped!

[krimsen_tear]

Umm ok so I cussed in front of my sister today...not cool. She was ed. But what can I say? It slipped. But she's been havin problems with people at church with the whole hypocrite thing. and now she probly thinks i'm one too..but w/e. i don't really think i am. i mean, i don't go to church and say i'm in love with God and then go act

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hmm

[bleachin_bnw]

Hey i've kind of already talked to you about this, but i understand hiding yourself so people won't get hurt and mostly be/c you're hurt and you want your hurt to be enough for both of you. b/c i too. do it everyday. and idk tho, it's awesome to see the way that you care so much about lacey. be/c she's your sister, and it hurts to see the people you love so much hurting. i see it everyday w/my brother. but instead of him hurting. its me. so i can see both ways of it for you, and it's not fun. but we all mess up. so. you said it out loud. but you think it. im sure she's thought it.

[bleachin_bnw]

sorry i didn't mean to push send yet, but anyway. we all think bad things. it happens. and at times it seems uncontrolable, and then. you pay for it. however it may be. and you hate how you pay for it. and then you pay again, and again. b/c you're so angry inside. it hurts. there on the surface and in your heart.

-bw