Confused

[krimsen_tear]

Ok, so it hurts.  I've never really admitted it to myself but it hurts.  Everything hurts.  And I can't show that.  I can't show that i'm hurt.  so what do i do?  how do i deal with it?  everyone always says to talk to people.  if you have a problem with someone then talk to them about it.  well that doesn't work for me.  it just doesn't.  it makes

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Faith

[anonymous]

Hey..yea there are people who want to read this. Do you really think any of this suprises God,He knew you felt this way before you did! He knew you would feel this way before you were born. But..He still Died for you..He still loves you anyway..see Christianity isnt based on perfromance..it's based on UNconditional love. We talk anlot about being real..isn't that the highest form of real..that He loves the REAL you..not the one everyone elses sees..but the one with doubt..with pain..with hurt..who doesnt have it all together YET still calls you his own..WOW..that he loves the REAL us not the fake game playing we see in Church..pretty cool if you ask me. And EC and Me love you just like that!

[bleachin_bnw]

wow Ron's right on the point there! *tears* i wish we were @ mid-winter retreat where everything had come together, everything was at the right time.

-bnw