"Charleston"

May 11, 2004 20:28


Hey peoples,

Welp today was alright.  Last night I talked to Todd about alot of stuff and I got some things figured out.  It was pretty cool actually.  I didn't get it all figured out but hey, I'm slowly learning stuff so its all good.  We were talkin about me accepting myself for who I am..not for who I will be or want to be.  I need to be ok with ( Read more... )

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*fart wrong* bleachin_bnw May 11 2004, 19:19:39 UTC
Well hey, where to begin? It's never easy to move on, if so it'd just be called something simpler, but really if you think about it MOVE is dangerously frustrating word. It means EVERTHING, literally. and it's not fun. It's going to be HARD. i love you for who you are, even on your bad days! be/c we all have them, and you've been here for me and i always wanna be here for you. You get how it is to want to bleed, even when it's wrong, that's what makes you feel even a little better. it doesn't last tho does it? you and i both know this, after the moments of ease then you're angry at yourself, and it did no good at all. so why do we keep doing it?! the retarded devil. But yeah it's going to take time and hopefully we learn, we've got to be strong, be/c we're part of the few who are . we've gotta pray, Alot and start digging in the Bible for defense! We have people on our side now. someday everything is going to be ok!
luv luv
-bnw

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I'm proud anonymous May 11 2004, 19:41:41 UTC
Hey..I'm proud of ya..Ya on your way..Remember..look for him..Listen for Him..you'll find him..Love ya sis

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We've all been there........ anonymous May 11 2004, 21:37:25 UTC
Hey! I don't really know all that much about you besides what you write. I do see a lot of wanting of God, I don't see much action. My name is Alyssa. I'm 16 and I "feel" where you are coming from, i may not agree though! I am the oldest child in a divorced family. I have 6 brothers and sisters. I just want you to know I'm new at this journal thing. But you can talk to me anytime you want to. Hang in there lady! I went through the cutting it's useless......useless. I'm praying for ya! Please tell me more....if you want to! I loved your poem also! One more thing...what led to all this "pain" you feel inside? Don't you have like close friends, a neighbor, someone who can talk you out of this at night? Do you live close to anyone? town or country?

Love ya,
Alyssa

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hey there lacey_05 May 12 2004, 16:19:21 UTC
Hey
Just wanted to tell you that I have been prayin for ya. I really don't think that what you are doing is going to solve anything. So it might make you "feel" better but really it doesn't. You just think that if you take all the pain and anger out on your body that everything will be fine. Well that's not true. Cutting will never solve anything. Just focus on God and he will help you through
I'm here if you ever need to talk
Love ya sis
Lacey

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