I miss my Pops.

I think about it a lot. Him. And when I make decisions, I like to think about what he would want for me. 
I think about how I didn't expect it to happen so soon. And I took our time for granted and because I hated seeing him in the hospital, I didnt see him as much as I should have. He was wise and funny. He told me the last time I ( Read more... )

I love macaroni and cheese.

umm moving to Grand Rapids. Thats so sweet and scary.

umm just got a job at Pacific Sunwear. Orientation TOMORROWWWWW.

I'm broke as a joke. I want a tattoo.

And to not do anything tonight except sleep and make lists and take pictures. And hang out with Rooster.

I have a room mate! Her name is Helen. I saw her on the street in Grand Rapids and I said, Hi, do you want to be my room mate. And she said Yes, I do.

Craig thought I was lying. hahah but its true!

We found some great apartments. Now its just picking one and signing a lease. Cool.

I got a new car!!!!
2002 white monte carlo. 2 door. sexy. I LOVE IT.

And I have a second interview at Aeropostale tomorrow.. at 2:40.. so hopefully that goes well. I need a JOB!

I want to move to Grand Rapids and I need a room mate. Anyone??? Mike B is thinking about it. But I don't know if he will follow through. Leak and I talked about it but she ( Read more... )

IM GETTING A CAR!!!!
And Im going to have insurance for it.

:D

ahh the relief. Life is looking clearer already.
I have a job interview at Pacific Sunwear today. I hate group interviews. I hope I get a job and they actually like me so they'll give me hours. But I'll probably have to find another job even if I do get that job. Which is stupid.

I watched ( Read more... )

I need help. 
I am broken and I need fixing.
I need a goal and a purpose and the means to achieve. 
I need a path and I need to stick to it.
I need responsibility and I lack it. 
I need friends. I need to be a friend. 
I'm selfish and I need to stop.

Maybe everything is falling apart so that I'll just come back to realizing that I absolutely can't succeed without God.

I fell off the ruckus one too many times.
And I am in bad shape.
What fun. :)

Yesterday was umm.. AMAZING. More people I know should get married because weddings are a BLAST. haha. Seriously though. Adam, Mike, Leak, Alli, and Matt and I seriously got our groove thing on... drunk and embarrassing. And I loved it. Life's been good. :)

PANERA IS SOOOOOOO GOOD. Im at my internship breaking the rules! actually I dont know the rules. so I might not be breaking them. BUT Im pretty sure Livejournal isnt like.. something I SHOULD be doing. Whatever.

So maybe today will be great. But I dont know.