ugh i cant beleive i forgot to mention that i hate everything. i know i sound horrible, dont worry, in real life im 3213 times more horrible. this isnt real life.i think sometimes people forget that. yeah, and i will never see plastic green easter grass again and i didnt realize that until i realized that maxi pads are bought at k-mart and not ( Read more... )

sarah you know i am sorry for not being there for you.  like i told you, i was feeling literally the worst i have felt in a long time. i didnt even remember abour your wisdom teeth and i dont remember you mentioning them to me on sunday. if i had i would have not only called but i would have come visit  you too. i feel bad about it all, but i swear ( Read more... )

the past 3 days ive felt the horriblest i have felt in a long time. back when the hardest thing i could accomplish in a day was walking from my bed to the couch. i have only 13 days left. i better shape up. im starting to feel alittle better. im just resting. its so weird. the only thing that makes me ever feel better is simply sitting in my room ( Read more... )

well in a little while im leaving to go to chelseas apartment. we are going out to eat. im going to wear this dress i bought a few months ago and never wore. along with shoes that make the outfit look straight out of the movie 'the notebook'. well i had all sorts of terrible things to write in here but i have forgotten them. thats what shock ( Read more... )

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im so bored. today i made a shirt. and i tried to make a skirt but it came out so horrible that im gonna rip the stitches out and make it into yet another shirt cause thats apparently all i can make. fabric, which, i got for $1.50, because not only was it on sale, it was on some kind of super clearance as well. then, i walked over to fashion bug ( Read more... )

i dont like filling in the 'music' thing on here, it makes me feel too much like im answering some kind of survey. i wouldnt answer the 'mood' thing either, since it always makes me feel that i am participating in some kind of psychological evaluation, however, i am always curious to see how the little mouse will reinact my current emotion.

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why does it always rain on me

is it because i lied when i was 17?

well i am reading a book on how to properly apply makeup. it is a good book. responsible for thousands of self esteem increases nationwide. i am listening to the nice puppy mix cd that sarah made for me. ghetto superstar is sitting on my lap. he is dancing. kind of like a ( Read more... )

this is the dumbest i have ever felt in my whole life. ever.

it is possible to have your heart broken in a million pieces and have it somehow be worth it. at least i know that  i did everything i could. i have no regrets. maybe i'll get famous like william hung. ugh. my head hurts. but i feel like a weight has been taken off my shoulders. at least now i dont have to worry. im done. now i move on. its not ( Read more... )