Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools, that don't have brains enough to be honest.
I thought I was doing alright. Apparently, I haven't been doing as good as I thought. Maybe I've been trying to keep my feelings in? Who knows. All I know is that Neville has been feeling bad about things, and I try to make him feel better, yet I turn it all around and make it seem like I want him to feel bad for me. I don't think I want that. Then again, I don't have a clue what I want. Everything is so mixed up in my head. I'd give anything for someone to just hold me and tell me everything's alright. That'd be a lie though. Nothing's alright. Nothing's ever alright at this school. Between students getting hurt and dying, people fighting and everything else, it just seems like nothing is ever going to improve. Even after we leave this school, things are going to still be horrible. Nothing is right in this stupid world. Why can't I just be a normal person, just like everyone from home? My parents say I have a gift. Gift, my ass. Aren't gifts supposed to be nice and pleasant and something enjoyable? This is just a curse. I want to be normal. [/Private]
I think tomorrow I'd just like to skip all of my classes and sit by the lake all day. I wish it wasn't so cold out. I know I should be focused on my studies, but I can't concentrate on anything for over 10 minutes. Maybe I should get that checked out..
I wish it wasn't so cold out. I long for the spring. Or for the summer, so I can go home. I want to go swimming. The summer isn't coming fast enough. I have a feeling I'm not the only one who feels that way.
Something good needs to happen. And soon. Things are getting worse for people. We're teenagers. We're supposed to be enjoying this time, and I don't think most of us are. We're only young for so long. Eh, what do I know?
I think tomorrow I'd just like to skip all of my classes and sit by the lake all day. I wish it wasn't so cold out. I know I should be focused on my studies, but I can't concentrate on anything for over 10 minutes. Maybe I should get that checked out..
I wish it wasn't so cold out. I long for the spring. Or for the summer, so I can go home. I want to go swimming. The summer isn't coming fast enough. I have a feeling I'm not the only one who feels that way.
Something good needs to happen. And soon. Things are getting worse for people. We're teenagers. We're supposed to be enjoying this time, and I don't think most of us are. We're only young for so long. Eh, what do I know?