Avoiding Mirrors; (c2)
(C2)- Make Time
JaeJoong&Yunho
Romance, Drama
Summary: Yunho is a Psychoanalyst and JaeJoong's his patient.
Avoiding Mirrors;
Chapter 2
"Dr. Jung -" JaeJoong groaned, his eyes fluttering shut as Yunho pulled him up by the shoulders untucking his white dress shirt. Yunho unbuttoned the younger man, revealing stone hard abs - Yunho was quick to touch. His hands roaming freely - possessively, stroking the kids stomach, his sides, his chest.
"Can you heal my loneliness?" JaeJoong asked, his voice was barely audible.
"I can try, will you let me try?" Yunho breathed out his last bit of caution before his heart closed off all the warning signals his brain was sending throughout his body, leaving him longing to be inside the younger man, to be at one with the younger man. Yunho inched forward, his mouth slightly open - his tongue peeked through as he licked in between JaeJoong's swollen lips. JaeJoong stuck his tongue out in return, meeting Yunho's tongue. They lapped at one another, hungry - no - starving for the others sweet taste.
Yunho's heart was racing. The feeling of adrenaline behind his eyes.
"I want to help you too." JaeJoong breathed, "let me help you too."
Yunho's body ached and tingled, and he was more aware of it then ever before. He knew where the blood flowed and pulsed, what grew rigid and engorged, demanding release.
JaeJoong embraced him, pushing Yunho's cotton material off his shoulders falling to the floor. He pressed himself against Yunho, grinding his hips against his. Impatiently he tugged on Yunho's pants, unfastening it with quick fingers. Within minutes both men stood naked, embracing one another protectively. The younger man slid his hands down Yunho's stomach, clasping his throbbing member into his soft palms - gently stroking his tender flesh that pulsed painfully. Yunho gasped with pleasure, arching his back - he was quick to bite his tongue, trying to keep from releasing far too early.
JaeJoong inched down his body, kissing and licking him until he thought he couldn't take it anymore. The younger mans mouth reached Yunho's hardened length, his warm lips drawing along his smooth throbbing flesh, his tongue flicking against the pulsating head. Yunho gripped the younger man's blond locks, his butt cheeks pushed into edges of the slick wooden desk as JaeJoong took his member into his mouth. Yunho watched as the kid swallowed his cock, gagging, then sucking harder - a look of sheer concentration plastered pretty on his face, his cheeks flushed with pink.
An explosion was growing within him, it burned - it grew, there was nothing he could do to restrain himself as JaeJoong worked him, milking every ounce of desire from him, capturing him like no other woman had ever done.
JaeJoong drew in one last furious suck before stopping, he rose up - his tongue licking the corner of his mouth. He looked into Yunho's eyes, and Yunho could swear - his eyes were sparkling. He was so beautiful, so beautiful. He felt guilty touching the younger man - to touch something so beautiful was something of a sin.
"You're lonely too, aren't you?" JaeJoong asked, his voice was so compelling - Yunho felt anxious, it was unnerving how JaeJoong hypnotized him with his eyes - his voice. It was true, Yunho was lonely - always having to live by the undocumented rules he set up for himself. As Yunho looked into the younger man's eyes, he realized he was the biggest liar of all - even more so than JaeJoong. He - himself was a fraud. It was as if he had never been truly awake before - his life being of a repetitive regiment. Wake up, work, work, work, sleep, wake up - he barely made time for family gatherings, had not one friend, and had a girlfriend he never saw - what was he doing? He isolated himself, for what reason? - he didn't know himself. He was a mockery! listening to wealthy people regurgitate their souls -offering them help while he couldn't even save his own soul if his life depended on it.
He thought he got it all thought out, thought he figured his patients out - thought he figured JaeJoong out. But JaeJoong was so completely different, so completely capable of becoming, so willing - so desperate to escape who he had been in order to become who he believed he could become. When you look at it, Yunho knew he wasn't too far from that - hiding from the world and drowning himself with work. He wasn't any different from the younger man he caressed - he too, didn't know who the fuck he was.
Yunho gently kissed the younger man, his lips salty from his seed. JaeJoong's gaze grew soft, the corners of his lips pulled up into a gentle smile. Yunho spun JaeJoong around - positioning him before the desk. He wrapped his arms around the younger man's petite waist, his enlarged member pressed against the kids lower back, his lips playing on JaeJoong's neck.
"Why are you so sad JaeJoong-ah?" Yunho asked, tightening his hold on the smaller man he enveloped.
"I don't know who I am anymore." JaeJoong whispered.
Yunho grabbed JaeJoong's thickness into both hands and pumped him - thumbing the head, his fingertips tracing the pulsating veins.
"Who were you before JaeJoong-ah?" Yunho asked. Kissing the younger man's ear lobe.
"I don't know - but I think I was happy."
Yunho nodded to himself, trailing his finger between JaeJoong's firm cheeks, pushing in one finger - thrusting it in and pulling it out, working in a second finger then a third - his fingers thrusting faster - deeper. JaeJoong flung his head back - his mouth formed an 'O', the back of his head meeting Yunho's shoulder. His body tensed, his cock pulsating harder in Yunho's other hand.
The younger man moaned, his voice thick and pleading.
"You like it JaeJoong-ah?" Yunho panted, nibbling on JaeJoong's ear.
"Mhmmh Dr. Jung." JaeJoong responded, his voice getting meeker and meeker.
"Call me Yunho, please." Yunho laughed, pulling at JaeJoong's length making the younger man cry out, "understand?"
"Please Yunhoyah - NOW!" JaeJoong screamed, turning around and pushing Yunho onto the desk. His eyes pleading. Yunho pushed himself further onto his desk, pushing off all his possessions. JaeJoong climbed on top of him, easing himself onto Yunho's thickness. Yunho smiled at the younger man's reaction. His eyes were wild once his prostate enveloped Yunho's cock. JaeJoong rode him like a pro, pounding Yunho mercilessly. He pulled his teeth over his bottom lip to keep from screaming, pounding and pounding into him in what seemed like desperation to become one with Yunho. Both were screaming words that couldn't even be classified as a language.
"yunhoyahyunhoyah yahyah ahhh!" JaeJoong screamed, arching his back - his mouth wide open.
"Say it Jae - please! Please say it!" Yunho choked, his tears spilling down his face. He grabbed the smaller mans hips, thrusting up as JaeJoong went down. They pushed and pulled into each other like the love starved people they were, desperate for a loving touch - a loving word.
"Yunhoyah - Yunhoyah!" JaeJoong screamed louder, jumped higher, went down harder, moved faster.
"JaeJoong-shii. It's time - " The door cracked open revealing JaeJoong's agent. His face contorted in disgust - his face shown of jealousy.
"Get the fuck out!" JaeJoong screamed, not even glancing at the man. Yunho was too high, too high off the ecstasy JaeJoong was giving him. He didn't give a damn - and he knew he should have. Yunho knew what they were doing was wrong. He knew all too well of the consequences, but his body didn't listen to his mind. His body wanted the younger man. wanted him so bad his body grew heavy with longing. He was tired of being too logical, too reasonable - maybe he was too reckless - too needy. But he needed this, needed him.
JaeJoong gagged as Yunho thrust his hips up, the impact so pleasuring he began to cry - tears fell down the smaller man's face, as he bit his lip. He was so beautiful - so sinfully beautiful.
His agent stood frozen - watching them with lustful eyes.
"Didn't you hear me? Get the fuck out!" JaeJoong screamed, his voice wild and husky.
Yunho didn't care if there was company, he was going to have this man - he was going to have JaeJoong with or without the man watching.
The man eventually left, having yelled out JaeJoong's name - he left with no response from his young prodigy, heatedly - he slammed the door shut.
Yunho bolted up, taking JaeJoongs face into his palms - kissing his full lips, and his tear stained face. His hand fell down to JaeJoong's cock as his other hand stroked the younger mans back. Yunho gripped the younger mans cock into his palms and pumped him.
JaeJoong screamed, grabbing Yunho's hair and gripping it. Yunho moaned into JaeJoong's neck as the younger man grew aggressive. Riding wild and reckless - he was losing himself, losing himself so fast - so hard. Yunho was already senseless - brain dead to any guilt or after consequences.
"Don't worry, Yun. He won't say anything." JaeJoong choked.
"Yeah? I'm not worried." Yunho growled.
"How about your other patients?"
"I'll cancel - cancel them all." Yunho couldn't think anymore. Couldn't say anymore.
"Do you really love your girlfriend Yunhoyah?" JaeJoong groaned. Yunho could sense the jealousy in JaeJoong's tone - he grunted a laugh, happy JaeJoong was slowly revealing his feelings for him.
"Do you Yun?" JaeJoong went down forcefully.
"Ah!" Yunho cried, shocked and immensely pleasured.
"Answer me Yunhoyah!" JaeJoong demanded. He was growling, his voice hard. Yunho could feel it, he was going to explode, he tugged harder on JaeJoongs cock wanting to give the younger man as much pleasure as he was receiving. The younger man moaned, but kept control.
"Do you?!!" JaeJoong screamed, as he moved his hips back and forth into a rough grind.
"No!" Yunho cried as he released his hot-milky fluid inside Jaejoong, whose eyes shot open as he also released spilling out his hot sticky fluid onto Yunho's stomach, "no, I don't." Yunho managed to choke out.
They both collapsed, exhausted, falling back onto the sleek wooden desk - gasping for breath, unable to speak. Just holding each other, memorizing each touch - savoring each kiss.
"Are you booked tomorrow Yunhoyah?" JaeJoong asked, his voice cracking, "can you make time for me tomorrow?"
"Baby, I'll always make time for you." Yunho promised. The smaller man inched up, kissing Yunho tenderly. "You promise me that?" JaeJoong asked for assurance, his forehead wrinkled in worry.
"Baby - you don't have to worry. I'll always make time for you."
Yunho didn't see any other patients later that day.
Yunho eased himself into his sofa, stirring his freshly brood coffee. He looked down at his coffee cup, swirling the fragrant liquid - reminiscing. Remembering how JaeJoong's face would scrunch up when he tried to kiss him after having drunk coffee - JaeJoong never did like the after taste of coffee, always insisting Yunho chew gum before he could put his tongue in his mouth
Looking at his watch, he smiled - it was time. He switched on the TV, and found the channel. A smile quickly forming as he laid eyes on his beautiful lover. He gripped his coffee cup tightly, wishing his blond haired beast was beside him.
He watched as his lover sat expressionless, in a red big couch. JaeJoong had been in Japan for 3 days, dealing with promotions and interviews. Sadly, Yunho could only piece together a bit of the interview since he didn't know too much Japanese. Maybe JaeJoong would teach me, he thought to himself.
Although expressionless, and somewhat blank. JaeJoong looked different, his face was a bit more delicate, his body more relaxed - his eyes, Yunho was pleased, sparkled.
"Look at me baby - you know I'm watching - look at me." Yunho whispered. His lover nodded at the man interviewing him, Yunho had to laugh because JaeJoong looked too puzzled - like he was off in his own little world.
Yunho leaned forward once JaeJoong looked at the camera - his gaze was both hard and soft - a contradiction. He tilted his head to the side, a small smile creeping onto his face. Yunho's heart pounded hot blood through his body. He was still shocked at the effect the younger man had on him - making him lose himself. Even with little gestures such as smiling - he was crazy, wasn't he?
He was snapped back into attention when his cellphone started to ring. Sighing, he put it to his ear.
"Hello?"
"Yunho?" A female voice echoed.
"Oh ah! Bae. I'm sorry - I'm-"
"Yun - I know you've been busy, and I've respected you for that. But today is my birthday. You should at least be with me."
Yunho hung his head - oh yeah, her birthday.
"Yun - I think you need to start making time for me."
//
So I did warn you guys about the smut? Yeaaaaaaaaah, I'm sorry? I don't know what else to say - *scratches head in embarrassment-. But really, I actually have nothing to say - except for I hope you enjoyed & I hope you guys are still interested for whats to come.
Bae, if you haven't guessed already is Bae Seul Gi http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Bae_Seul_Gi. She played as JaeJoong's love interest in a Banjun drama, and apparently Yunho had a crush on her. She's wonderful and honest and therefore you might have a love|hate feeling for her because yeah - she will not be like other girl characters.
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JaeJoong&Yunho
Romance, Drama
Summary: Yunho is a Psychoanalyst and JaeJoong's his patient.
Avoiding Mirrors;
Chapter 2
"Dr. Jung -" JaeJoong groaned, his eyes fluttering shut as Yunho pulled him up by the shoulders untucking his white dress shirt. Yunho unbuttoned the younger man, revealing stone hard abs - Yunho was quick to touch. His hands roaming freely - possessively, stroking the kids stomach, his sides, his chest.
"Can you heal my loneliness?" JaeJoong asked, his voice was barely audible.
"I can try, will you let me try?" Yunho breathed out his last bit of caution before his heart closed off all the warning signals his brain was sending throughout his body, leaving him longing to be inside the younger man, to be at one with the younger man. Yunho inched forward, his mouth slightly open - his tongue peeked through as he licked in between JaeJoong's swollen lips. JaeJoong stuck his tongue out in return, meeting Yunho's tongue. They lapped at one another, hungry - no - starving for the others sweet taste.
Yunho's heart was racing. The feeling of adrenaline behind his eyes.
"I want to help you too." JaeJoong breathed, "let me help you too."
Yunho's body ached and tingled, and he was more aware of it then ever before. He knew where the blood flowed and pulsed, what grew rigid and engorged, demanding release.
JaeJoong embraced him, pushing Yunho's cotton material off his shoulders falling to the floor. He pressed himself against Yunho, grinding his hips against his. Impatiently he tugged on Yunho's pants, unfastening it with quick fingers. Within minutes both men stood naked, embracing one another protectively. The younger man slid his hands down Yunho's stomach, clasping his throbbing member into his soft palms - gently stroking his tender flesh that pulsed painfully. Yunho gasped with pleasure, arching his back - he was quick to bite his tongue, trying to keep from releasing far too early.
JaeJoong inched down his body, kissing and licking him until he thought he couldn't take it anymore. The younger mans mouth reached Yunho's hardened length, his warm lips drawing along his smooth throbbing flesh, his tongue flicking against the pulsating head. Yunho gripped the younger man's blond locks, his butt cheeks pushed into edges of the slick wooden desk as JaeJoong took his member into his mouth. Yunho watched as the kid swallowed his cock, gagging, then sucking harder - a look of sheer concentration plastered pretty on his face, his cheeks flushed with pink.
An explosion was growing within him, it burned - it grew, there was nothing he could do to restrain himself as JaeJoong worked him, milking every ounce of desire from him, capturing him like no other woman had ever done.
JaeJoong drew in one last furious suck before stopping, he rose up - his tongue licking the corner of his mouth. He looked into Yunho's eyes, and Yunho could swear - his eyes were sparkling. He was so beautiful, so beautiful. He felt guilty touching the younger man - to touch something so beautiful was something of a sin.
"You're lonely too, aren't you?" JaeJoong asked, his voice was so compelling - Yunho felt anxious, it was unnerving how JaeJoong hypnotized him with his eyes - his voice. It was true, Yunho was lonely - always having to live by the undocumented rules he set up for himself. As Yunho looked into the younger man's eyes, he realized he was the biggest liar of all - even more so than JaeJoong. He - himself was a fraud. It was as if he had never been truly awake before - his life being of a repetitive regiment. Wake up, work, work, work, sleep, wake up - he barely made time for family gatherings, had not one friend, and had a girlfriend he never saw - what was he doing? He isolated himself, for what reason? - he didn't know himself. He was a mockery! listening to wealthy people regurgitate their souls -offering them help while he couldn't even save his own soul if his life depended on it.
He thought he got it all thought out, thought he figured his patients out - thought he figured JaeJoong out. But JaeJoong was so completely different, so completely capable of becoming, so willing - so desperate to escape who he had been in order to become who he believed he could become. When you look at it, Yunho knew he wasn't too far from that - hiding from the world and drowning himself with work. He wasn't any different from the younger man he caressed - he too, didn't know who the fuck he was.
Yunho gently kissed the younger man, his lips salty from his seed. JaeJoong's gaze grew soft, the corners of his lips pulled up into a gentle smile. Yunho spun JaeJoong around - positioning him before the desk. He wrapped his arms around the younger man's petite waist, his enlarged member pressed against the kids lower back, his lips playing on JaeJoong's neck.
"Why are you so sad JaeJoong-ah?" Yunho asked, tightening his hold on the smaller man he enveloped.
"I don't know who I am anymore." JaeJoong whispered.
Yunho grabbed JaeJoong's thickness into both hands and pumped him - thumbing the head, his fingertips tracing the pulsating veins.
"Who were you before JaeJoong-ah?" Yunho asked. Kissing the younger man's ear lobe.
"I don't know - but I think I was happy."
Yunho nodded to himself, trailing his finger between JaeJoong's firm cheeks, pushing in one finger - thrusting it in and pulling it out, working in a second finger then a third - his fingers thrusting faster - deeper. JaeJoong flung his head back - his mouth formed an 'O', the back of his head meeting Yunho's shoulder. His body tensed, his cock pulsating harder in Yunho's other hand.
The younger man moaned, his voice thick and pleading.
"You like it JaeJoong-ah?" Yunho panted, nibbling on JaeJoong's ear.
"Mhmmh Dr. Jung." JaeJoong responded, his voice getting meeker and meeker.
"Call me Yunho, please." Yunho laughed, pulling at JaeJoong's length making the younger man cry out, "understand?"
"Please Yunhoyah - NOW!" JaeJoong screamed, turning around and pushing Yunho onto the desk. His eyes pleading. Yunho pushed himself further onto his desk, pushing off all his possessions. JaeJoong climbed on top of him, easing himself onto Yunho's thickness. Yunho smiled at the younger man's reaction. His eyes were wild once his prostate enveloped Yunho's cock. JaeJoong rode him like a pro, pounding Yunho mercilessly. He pulled his teeth over his bottom lip to keep from screaming, pounding and pounding into him in what seemed like desperation to become one with Yunho. Both were screaming words that couldn't even be classified as a language.
"yunhoyahyunhoyah yahyah ahhh!" JaeJoong screamed, arching his back - his mouth wide open.
"Say it Jae - please! Please say it!" Yunho choked, his tears spilling down his face. He grabbed the smaller mans hips, thrusting up as JaeJoong went down. They pushed and pulled into each other like the love starved people they were, desperate for a loving touch - a loving word.
"Yunhoyah - Yunhoyah!" JaeJoong screamed louder, jumped higher, went down harder, moved faster.
"JaeJoong-shii. It's time - " The door cracked open revealing JaeJoong's agent. His face contorted in disgust - his face shown of jealousy.
"Get the fuck out!" JaeJoong screamed, not even glancing at the man. Yunho was too high, too high off the ecstasy JaeJoong was giving him. He didn't give a damn - and he knew he should have. Yunho knew what they were doing was wrong. He knew all too well of the consequences, but his body didn't listen to his mind. His body wanted the younger man. wanted him so bad his body grew heavy with longing. He was tired of being too logical, too reasonable - maybe he was too reckless - too needy. But he needed this, needed him.
JaeJoong gagged as Yunho thrust his hips up, the impact so pleasuring he began to cry - tears fell down the smaller man's face, as he bit his lip. He was so beautiful - so sinfully beautiful.
His agent stood frozen - watching them with lustful eyes.
"Didn't you hear me? Get the fuck out!" JaeJoong screamed, his voice wild and husky.
Yunho didn't care if there was company, he was going to have this man - he was going to have JaeJoong with or without the man watching.
The man eventually left, having yelled out JaeJoong's name - he left with no response from his young prodigy, heatedly - he slammed the door shut.
Yunho bolted up, taking JaeJoongs face into his palms - kissing his full lips, and his tear stained face. His hand fell down to JaeJoong's cock as his other hand stroked the younger mans back. Yunho gripped the younger mans cock into his palms and pumped him.
JaeJoong screamed, grabbing Yunho's hair and gripping it. Yunho moaned into JaeJoong's neck as the younger man grew aggressive. Riding wild and reckless - he was losing himself, losing himself so fast - so hard. Yunho was already senseless - brain dead to any guilt or after consequences.
"Don't worry, Yun. He won't say anything." JaeJoong choked.
"Yeah? I'm not worried." Yunho growled.
"How about your other patients?"
"I'll cancel - cancel them all." Yunho couldn't think anymore. Couldn't say anymore.
"Do you really love your girlfriend Yunhoyah?" JaeJoong groaned. Yunho could sense the jealousy in JaeJoong's tone - he grunted a laugh, happy JaeJoong was slowly revealing his feelings for him.
"Do you Yun?" JaeJoong went down forcefully.
"Ah!" Yunho cried, shocked and immensely pleasured.
"Answer me Yunhoyah!" JaeJoong demanded. He was growling, his voice hard. Yunho could feel it, he was going to explode, he tugged harder on JaeJoongs cock wanting to give the younger man as much pleasure as he was receiving. The younger man moaned, but kept control.
"Do you?!!" JaeJoong screamed, as he moved his hips back and forth into a rough grind.
"No!" Yunho cried as he released his hot-milky fluid inside Jaejoong, whose eyes shot open as he also released spilling out his hot sticky fluid onto Yunho's stomach, "no, I don't." Yunho managed to choke out.
They both collapsed, exhausted, falling back onto the sleek wooden desk - gasping for breath, unable to speak. Just holding each other, memorizing each touch - savoring each kiss.
"Are you booked tomorrow Yunhoyah?" JaeJoong asked, his voice cracking, "can you make time for me tomorrow?"
"Baby, I'll always make time for you." Yunho promised. The smaller man inched up, kissing Yunho tenderly. "You promise me that?" JaeJoong asked for assurance, his forehead wrinkled in worry.
"Baby - you don't have to worry. I'll always make time for you."
Yunho didn't see any other patients later that day.
Yunho eased himself into his sofa, stirring his freshly brood coffee. He looked down at his coffee cup, swirling the fragrant liquid - reminiscing. Remembering how JaeJoong's face would scrunch up when he tried to kiss him after having drunk coffee - JaeJoong never did like the after taste of coffee, always insisting Yunho chew gum before he could put his tongue in his mouth
Looking at his watch, he smiled - it was time. He switched on the TV, and found the channel. A smile quickly forming as he laid eyes on his beautiful lover. He gripped his coffee cup tightly, wishing his blond haired beast was beside him.
He watched as his lover sat expressionless, in a red big couch. JaeJoong had been in Japan for 3 days, dealing with promotions and interviews. Sadly, Yunho could only piece together a bit of the interview since he didn't know too much Japanese. Maybe JaeJoong would teach me, he thought to himself.
Although expressionless, and somewhat blank. JaeJoong looked different, his face was a bit more delicate, his body more relaxed - his eyes, Yunho was pleased, sparkled.
"Look at me baby - you know I'm watching - look at me." Yunho whispered. His lover nodded at the man interviewing him, Yunho had to laugh because JaeJoong looked too puzzled - like he was off in his own little world.
Yunho leaned forward once JaeJoong looked at the camera - his gaze was both hard and soft - a contradiction. He tilted his head to the side, a small smile creeping onto his face. Yunho's heart pounded hot blood through his body. He was still shocked at the effect the younger man had on him - making him lose himself. Even with little gestures such as smiling - he was crazy, wasn't he?
He was snapped back into attention when his cellphone started to ring. Sighing, he put it to his ear.
"Hello?"
"Yunho?" A female voice echoed.
"Oh ah! Bae. I'm sorry - I'm-"
"Yun - I know you've been busy, and I've respected you for that. But today is my birthday. You should at least be with me."
Yunho hung his head - oh yeah, her birthday.
"Yun - I think you need to start making time for me."
//
So I did warn you guys about the smut? Yeaaaaaaaaah, I'm sorry? I don't know what else to say - *scratches head in embarrassment-. But really, I actually have nothing to say - except for I hope you enjoyed & I hope you guys are still interested for whats to come.
Bae, if you haven't guessed already is Bae Seul Gi http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Bae_Seul_Gi. She played as JaeJoong's love interest in a Banjun drama, and apparently Yunho had a crush on her. She's wonderful and honest and therefore you might have a love|hate feeling for her because yeah - she will not be like other girl characters.
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